Do What Thou Wilt.

just finished watching 500 Days Of Summer.
it was awesome,really good.
i like the way how the scenes progress through one another.
i dont know how to explain it in film terms,but its arty.

the plot is simple enough.
boy meets girl.boy loves girl.girl doesnt.
at the start of the film,Thomas was like a hopeless romantic.

believing in fate and destiny and 'The One'.
which i think is pure bull.
but by the end of the film,he no longer believes in it.
same as Summer.i mean not really the same but they both sort of change their outlook.

Summer gets married.which is surprising.
considering how she thinks boyfriends and relationships are bull.

it made me think how relationships grow,thrive and die.just like that.
nothing is permanent in this world.everything either dies or ends.
i'm sounding pessimistic but that's how it is.

the soundtrack's a great mix.good awesome bands.

well,finally meet the girl of my dreams.
NOT!HAHAHAHAHAHA
i sound so evil.

went out with Hazwani and friends.
well,her friends actually.
walked around,browsing,window-shopping and shizz.

it went really slow.
i was quiet because i didnt really know her friends,so its a lil awkward.
and i do bloody love the necklace Wani gave me.

sat at Coffee Bean for a while.
before meeting Wani's friends.
wanted to watch Inglourious Basterds.
age limit rating sucks ball.

so weird calling her Wani.
because Wani is the first 2 syllables of my mum's name.
so,in a way,i'm calling my mom in a really casual manner.
which is disrespectful.

i bought a dimmu tee and JUNK.great mag.awesome band.
her friends talk in english.
i talk to my friends in malay.
awkward much?

but i can see they're a bunch of cool peeps.
buying a fake 'stach.maybe i should try that.
walk around,ordering at Mac's with the fake 'stach.
see their reaction.

guaranteed laughter and confusion.
Wani's going back on Sunday.
WHO WANTS TO FOLLOW ME SEE HER OFF?

damn.
my GPA is only 2.6
+ 0.5 more and its 3.1.
that would've been better.

but i passed!
that's ok already.

Module Summary

Science:C
Maths:C
Programming:B
Cognitive:C+
Enterprise:B+

UT3 Results

Science:D+
Maths:C
Programming:B
Cognitive:B
Enteprise:B

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY.
special thanks to Victor for great lessons.
and also to the other faci's.

and to the people who gave me the 6Ps.
MUCHO GRACIAS.

its almost as if i'm making my acceptance speech.
any reference made to Kanye-Swift incident will be ignored.

i didnt even revise for the modules.
maybe i'm a low-level genius.
SOIK!

P.S: I PREFER ENGLISH OVER MALAY.BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE ME ANY LESS MALAY.

i wanna go back in time.specifically,the 70s/80s.
great times indeed.especially for Metal music.
and awesome fashion.

where in S'pore can i get that flared jeans?
its kinda tight at the upper thigh area,but but it goes downwards,it gently flares.
i'll go old school HM ala Black Sabbath,Dio and Diamond Head.

be yourself.

i typed this down because FADHLI told me to.
here it goes.

Raya.reaaaaallly sucky.
1st day was per normal.went to my Granny's house.
a death in the extended family dampen the mood even more.
in Malay,its called 'MENDAK DOK.'

2nd day.was a lil better.coz it was like the whole family went out together.
with all the cousins and aunts.like a huge convoy.super awesome.
especially went my cousin played Muse,Protest The Hero,Arctic Monkeys and all in the van.

it was like pure awesomeness blasting on the speakers out loud.
and us at the back doing lame shizz when cars pull up behind us at the junction.
we were like waving and just plain nonsensical.
it was balls out fun.when i'm in their van.

it was nice visiting people who we only get to meet like once a year.
but this bloody pakcik who must've been my aunt's uncle-in-law.

we spoke in Malay,just so you know.

Pakcik:how old are you?
Me:ah...16.
Pakcik:REALLY?!YOU LOOK SO YOUNG?I THOUGHT 14!
Me:(politely laughing while hiding deep rising anger)

i resent the fact that i look young for my age.as in i look really young.
i really hate that.some idiot makcik still can ask.
"ARE YOU THE OLDER OR YOUNGER BROTHER?"

maybe i should mess around with their minds.
'i'm the younger brother'
'i'm 14 but i got into poly because i'm so damned bloody clever.'
'i've got a fatal medical condition where i age mentally 20x faster than physically'
'i'm actually 9.i had premature physical maturation due to a tumour on the pituary gland'
'i am a man from the future.i have travelled through the fabric of time and space to warn you primitive, war-mongering, violence-proned humans of impending doom and destruction if you continually pollute this great Earth.travelling through time has made me age in a regressive manner,giving me an outward appearance of a pre-teen while retaining the mental maturity and intelligence of a man in his prime performance.

that'll make them think hard,bloody fools.

and since i'm on the subject of Raya.
i really loathe Malay girls wearing those stupid modernised corset kebaya rag.
frankly,makes you look like a cheap,bloody whore.
whats wrong with wearing the traditional one?

what is with the need to wear that translucent cloth?
and with that thick make-up.
God even Chinese opera performers look better.

anyways,i think i've just about enough of ketupats and lontongs.
couple that with gassy drinks and i'm on the road to diarrhea and flatulence.
ALRIGHTEY.

are there anyone who i can talk about philosophies?
i wanna find out about existentialism and postmodernism.
in a contextual term,they all sound 'cheem'.

but i kinda like this stuff.
those super deep,talking-about-humanity shizz.
i love to think about these big ideas.

the only philosophers i know are Friedrich Nietzsche,Socrates and Karl Marx.
coz i heard about Nietzsche in Little Miss Sunshine.
where this character played by Paul Dano(awesome actor),reads about him.

and its pronounced Neatz-cha.
i think.i'm not too great on pronouncing Germanic names.

on a more macabre note:heart disease is hereditary.
on the flip side:Kanye-Swift incident is no longer funny.

oh yeah i forgot to say.or rather type down.
my aunt's mother-in-law went to a better place today.
although i dont even know her name,i'll pray for her.

apparently,i was healed by her.
my father told me that.
i was crying non-stop during my uncle's wedding and they brought me to her.

i wasnt a colicky child.
and i dont cry for no reason.
supposedly,Granny(i dont know what to call her) said i saw a Djinn.

a creation of God made up of smoke.
i couldnt remember anything before that point in time.

P.S : I got like $50-ish today.that's way below average.

today really sucked.
it wasnt as fun as the previous years.
somehow,as i get older,Raya seem to be less fun.

i remember when i was like 5/6 years old.
back then,i was so excited for Raya that i couldnt sleep.
because Raya meant that i get to meet my cousins and aunties and all.

it was supposed to be a happy reunion.
along the way,the union in 'reunion' got lost.
i'm okay with that.

because i dont really like my family.
i do like my cousins and all,but i just dont like my immediate family.
there's nothing that binds us together.and i am ok with that.

and i think there's a scandal in my paternal side of the family.
lets just say,the sacred constitution of marriage was defiled.
he didnt even tell his parents.

and he kisses his wife's feet.
in a literal sense,not REALLY kissing his wife's feet.
i mean,i do encourage listening to ur wife.
but when it comes to the point of not telling ur parents your getting married.

that's pure bull.

i've loads of questions.
regarding creationism.and evolution.and humanity.
its mostly these big deep issues that i'm most curious about.

don't bore me with politics and celebrity gossip.
those are trivialities,not concerning the better understanding of our existence.
celebrity gossip are atoms compared to the question of the presence of God.

ON A MORE LIGHTER NOTE:
i wanna do my hair like Taylor York of Paramore.that big afro-like hair.
not really afro.like curly,ringlets of hair which looks like an afro.
i heard that its called jewfro.that's kinda a lil anti-semitic.

it looks nice,plus i dont have to check my hair in the mirror every day.
not that i do that.that seems so vain.

its in 2 days!
HARRRIIII RAAAAYYYAAAAAA.
its kick-ass.eventhough i'm not as excited as i was before.

BUT.
the part that i hate the most is the forgiving part.
because some people dont deserve apologies.

an embarrassment to the family.
u piece of shizz.

change of topic: i dont know what my colour would be this year.
judging my past years,i'd say a neutral colour.i'd guess,yellow?

Syad:GTA SAN ANDREAS KICKS AS-
Kanye:Yo Syad i'm really happy for you and imma let you finish
but GTA Vice City was the best of all time.ALL TIME!
Syad:*shoots Kanye with bazooka*



might be funny.might NOT be.
i just thought of this.

i get older every second.
time is subjective,what may be true to you,is different for others.
everything moves so fast.

scary.

should i use my Raya money to buy shoes/clothes?or hard disk?
as usual,i'm attracted to the offer of buying new clothes and shoes.
BUT!
i need a hard disk to store all the games and movies and other shizz.



this is the pair of shoes i've been planning all month long.
its sold in the US,therefore have to use a damned credit card.

bummer.



damn you Kanye.
didnt your parents teach you?
NEVER INTERRUPT SOMEONE WHEN SHE'S ACCEPTING AN AWARD.
btw,Taylor looked beautiful.

back to my rant on Kanye West.
what a huge piece of beek JERK-y.
the only good thing is that he apologized about it on Jay Leno.
apology...NOT ACCEPTED NIGGA.

Beyonce was so nice to let Taylor complete her speech.
props to Beyonce.

call me Peter Parker.



just needed something to blog about.



this is so cute.I LIKE.
KsE and Paramore are both awesome bands.
but obviously,i like Para-more.
geddit?Para-more?
yeah lame i know.

HAYLEY IS SO SO SO SO PRETTY IN THIS.
HOLD ON,SHE'S ALWAYS GORGEOUS.



i've been meaning to post this up.
must be the work of Satan,making JoFags the bestseller.
btw,this was months ago,so hopefully,some other greater band are bestsellers.

JoFags?Bestsellers?
Sign of the Coming Of The Apocalypse,people.

What emotion have you been feeling the most lately?
sure as hell hungry.

Would you ever pose naked for a magazine centerfold?
*starts to think about it*

Who's the cutest couple you know?
Bonnie and Clyde.

Who drove the car you were last in?
no one.

Can you play the guitar?
just basic chords.

Would you call yourself 'Patriotic'?
*starts to sing the bloody national anthem*

How's your life been recently?
hungry.boring.

Have you been drunk in the last week?
why would i be?

What's your relationship status?
single.so?

What's your favorite movie?
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.

When was the last time you kissed someone?
officially,never kiss anyone.officially...

Is there someone you wish to call your boyfriend/girlfriend right now?
Hayley Williams...hold on she's my fiancee.

Garlic knots or garlic bread?
bread.

What job could you never see yourself doing?
KFC Service Crew...OH WAIT I AM WORKING THERE.

How many times have your changed your clothes today?
twice.bloody hot.

Can you read sheet music?
I'd wish.

Cream, Jelly or Plain Donut?
Chocolate Topped Custard Filled Donut.

Name 5 things you need to do this week?
1. Buy clothes.
2. Buy shoes.
3. Eat.
4. lepak with me mateys.
5. Fast.

In 20 days time, what month will it be?
November.

Would you get your lip pierced?
yes.but i cant.

Are you the type that's always falling over?
falling over what?

Do you kiss when you're single?
er...

What are you currently excited for?
Hari Raya.and soccer session.

On my next birthday I will be:
by year,18.by month,17.
figure it out yourselves.

The last time I rode in a car:
when i was playing Need For Speed.

The last time I went to bed:
4 in the morning.or 9 in the afternoon.

Tomorrow I plan to:
buy me some clothes.

The last movie I watched:
Twilight.

If someone was stalking me:
turn 'round abruptly and kick 'em in the nads.
in real-life,i would be running like a little girl.

When someone smiles at me I:
smile if that someone is a friend.or give an expressionless face denoting the confusion and surprise if that someone is a stranger.

The last time I went on vacation:
last year.TO PENANG.
favourite vacaion ever.

When I'm around someone I like:
i get nervous.its normal hello.

The last time I was at the doctor:
i forgot.

I am currently:
supposed to be asleep.

The last thing I ate:
cookies my mom baked.Delicious.

If you were stuck in a room with your ex for 24 hours, what would you do?
talk.

Ever met someone who took your breath away just by saying hey?
Hayley.

Ever been in love?
i wouldnt say love,i'd say liked a whole lot.

Where is the person you like right now?
She would be in Nashville,Tenessee.

When you have a crush on someone do you keep it a secret?
i tell my friends.

Are you mostly faithful in your relationships?
yes?

What's your favorite thing in your fridge right now?
a dead horse.

How was first grade for you?
new frontier in the quest for the fertile lands of education.

Do you know anyone who got married at an early age, and actually succeeded?
nah.shotgun marriage eh?

What is the last thing that pleasantly surprised you?
the fact that i can bend my elbow to reach my butt.
nah i'm just kidding.its nothing.

Do you have a feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night?
technically,its already morning.

Can you ice skate?
i'd love to try that.

How often do you have breakdowns?
never.

Are you freakishly obsessed with Rob Pattinson?
that would make me gay.which thankfully,i'm not.
not that there's anything wrong with being homosexual.

What time did you wake up today?
4.29pm.

What is one movie you will never get sick of?
Hercules.the 50s era kind.

What bug creeps you out the most?
cockroaches should really fugg off of the face of the Earth.

Do you get annoyed when people call you 'babe/baby'?
why should i be?

Five Things You Are Addicted To
1. Cookies.
2. Monty Python.
3. Cats.
4. Shoes.
5. Yummy Yummy Food.

Five Things That You Find Extremely Disgusting
1. Mat Reps.
2. 'Siblings'
3. Paedophiles/Rapists.
4. Animal Cruelty.
5. Abuse Against Women.

Five Things That Would Make Your Perfect Day
1. Sunny,windy weather.
2. never having siblings.
3. my room converted to a music studio.
4. My parents being happy.
5. Monetary stability.


Five Things That Always Cheer You Up (in no particular order)
1. Cookies.
2. my cat chasing my ankles.
3. $$$
4. Friends
5. Heavy Music.

'How to Get Pregnant'.

the search suggestions for Google are weird.
this post has no use to the generality of this blog,and its redundancy is of the utmost unimportance.

Monty Python has the most random comedic sketches.
The only comedy that i love more than Monty Python is That 70s Show.
Monty's humour is pure,random,nonsensical and British.

i think i'm an imsomniac.
i've been sleeping at 4am,waking up at 4pm.
Therefore,in actuality,i'm only fasting for 3 hrs 8 min.

HOMIES.


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BY GOD THAT IS THE CUTEST FACE EVER.
i love cats.they're like one huge,lazy,neurotic,fat,sleepy,sharp balls of fur.
and i love my cat too.

i just found out that Jacq actually passed her driving license theory test.
CONGRATULATIONS TO JACQ.
never tell me...i feel so unimportant.boo~
actually i found out hours ago,just that i was too lazy to type it down.

hope you pass your practical test.
than you can send me to school every day,dont need to waste money on bus fare.
HOW BOUT THAT EH?

9.9.09 has gone and past.

slow.sluggish.
that's how today feels like.
its damn hot outside.so hot everything looks a lil hazy.

does anyone knows how to use Paint.net?
because i've some projects in mind.
i stumbled upon some great websites.

they sell REALLY kick-ass tees.
all i need now is $$.and a credit card.
which brings me back to problem 1.

waiting for a call from Wild Wild Wet.

Three Things You Wanna Do Before You Die.
1) Go to Europe.
2) Play a gig.
3) Go to a Paramore concert.


Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1) Irsyad
2) Syad
3) That nerdy emoticon

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1) eyes.
2) my small girl-ish waist.
3) shoulders.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1) Malay.
2) Indian
3) Chinese.

Three Things That Scare You:
1) Cockroaches.the flying kind.
2) Pontianaks.
3) Broccoli.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1) Food.
2) Music.
3) Internet.

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1) a tribal necklace.
2) glasses.
3) clothes

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1) Paramore
2) Cannibal Corpse.
3) The Beatles.

Three Of Your Favorite Songs: (for now..)
1) It Ends Tonight - All American Rejects
2) She Loves You - The Beatles.
3) The Aftermath - For Better Endings

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1) Love.
2) Honesty.
3) Spontaneity.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1) Eyes.
2) Hair.
3) Clothes.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1) Jamming!
2) Lepak-ing.
3) Window-shopping.

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1) I WANNA FUGGING EAT.
2) Jam.
3) EAT.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered
1) SAF Pilot.(Civil Aviation...have to choose a career in Aviation.BOO!))
2) Musician.
3) Studio Engineer.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1) Venice.
2) Greece.
3) England...for all its eccentricities.

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1) Hayley.
2) Kristen.
3) Alexandra.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1) I've got a small waist.
2) Kissable lips?
3) I wear tight pants.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1) I've a REALLY IMPORTANT appendage...down there.
2) i play sports.(but suck at it)
3) i wear manly tight pants.

all right.its planned.
we are gonna jam A Paperthin Hymn.AFM is.and possibly Killer Rays.
and maybe IMAYATM.
that would mean i've to learn the bass,vocals,guitar and also the drums.
one-man band eh?
its been long since i've jammed.went to my cuz's house the other day.
banged on her drum kit for a while before giving up.
practicing double-bass on it is really weird.i wanna learn It Ends Tonight on piano.

CASSANDRA WILL YOU KINDLY TEACH ME?



damn i wished i played that good.
E-Drum kits kinda feel very different to a real drum kit.

HOMIES.

I FOUND IT!
THE EXORCIST!...but its too late to watch it now.heck its morning.
yes,i am a scardy kucing there's nuffin wrong with it.in an hour's time,i'll be eating breakfast.for my fast.
it's already the 13th(?) day of fasting.hella fast if you ask me.

Repossessed (Exorcist spoof)was really funny.



i am gonna go sleep now.or maybe not.

i love pie.because they taste awesome.
i've been eating loads of junk food ever since i've started fasting.
well,i've been always eating junk food.especially late at night.
Operation "FAT ARSE" is going as planned.

late-nights spent watching movies.on Youtube.
i've watched Police Academy 1-5,Alien and Gattaca.
kick-ass movies.if only there was The Exorcist (Linda Blair).

no plans for tomorrow.or maybe going to shop for shoes.i am not sure.
BUT WHAT I AM SURE IS,I'LL BE EATING PIE/CUPCAKE/MUFFIN.

i need my Nylon Guys.and Junk.and Juice.
and AP.and Rock Sound.and Metal Maniacs.
its been REALLY long since i read them.

Juice is free so that is good.i wonder if they're still around coz i find their mags being thinner.
Junk is like $5 a peach.Nylon Guys is kinda $10.
BUT IT IS A QUALITY READ SO THAT JUSTIFIES ITS PRICE.
AP,Rock Sound and Metal Maniacs are like $10/$12.but they're foreign reads.

WHO WANTS TO GO TO FAR EAST WITH ME?
there's this vintage shop that i really like.the items there are all kick-ass.

these are kick-ass.


and i need a job.



turn me on,dead man.
hint:listen to it backwards.

its 3.10 in the morning.its already Thursday.
everything's really quiet outside my window.
just sporadic sounds of cars travelling by.

i am bored.i should be asleep.but i cant.
well,actually i can go to sleep its just that i'm too lazy to sleep.
supposedly,i'll be breaking fast with me mateys tomorrow.
i sound like a pirate.

i really should go out more.because its really boring sitting at home.
but i'm broke.i've things to buy,places to hang around at.
note to self: get a job.

i need a bass guitar.because i like the way it looks and sounds.
when is AFM going to jam?
OH WOW I JUST REMEMBERED.
Hazwani is coming back in 2 weeks time.
THAT MEANS I'LL GET TO SEE MY PEACE PENDANT.and her too yeah.
*note the sarcasm used*

do i love That 70s Show.great sitcom indeed.Mila Kunis is REALLY pretty.

talking about the 70s,Aishah let me listen to Revolution 9 by The Beatles.
its really out there.as in WAY out there.but its also scary.
its really unsettling when you listen to it,makes you uncomfortable.

its scary.



er...i downloaded this song for my female friend.its nice!
and Taylor Swift looked so pretty in this.
i feel gay for saying this but the guy is kinda handsome.

Muhd Irsyad. going to be 17.in a few months. love cats. chameleon-like. The Hulk is beast. and you too.

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