just finished watching 500 Days Of Summer. it was awesome,really good. i like the way how the scenes progress through one another. i dont know how to explain it in film terms,but its arty.
the plot is simple enough. boy meets girl.boy loves girl.girl doesnt. at the start of the film,Thomas was like a hopeless romantic.
believing in fate and destiny and 'The One'. which i think is pure bull. but by the end of the film,he no longer believes in it. same as Summer.i mean not really the same but they both sort of change their outlook.
Summer gets married.which is surprising. considering how she thinks boyfriends and relationships are bull.
it made me think how relationships grow,thrive and die.just like that. nothing is permanent in this world.everything either dies or ends. i'm sounding pessimistic but that's how it is.
the soundtrack's a great mix.good awesome bands.
Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
epic awkwardism
well,finally meet the girl of my dreams. NOT!HAHAHAHAHAHA i sound so evil.
went out with Hazwani and friends. well,her friends actually. walked around,browsing,window-shopping and shizz.
it went really slow. i was quiet because i didnt really know her friends,so its a lil awkward. and i do bloody love the necklace Wani gave me.
sat at Coffee Bean for a while. before meeting Wani's friends. wanted to watch Inglourious Basterds. age limit rating sucks ball.
so weird calling her Wani. because Wani is the first 2 syllables of my mum's name. so,in a way,i'm calling my mom in a really casual manner. which is disrespectful.
i bought a dimmu tee and JUNK.great mag.awesome band. her friends talk in english. i talk to my friends in malay. awkward much?
but i can see they're a bunch of cool peeps. buying a fake 'stach.maybe i should try that. walk around,ordering at Mac's with the fake 'stach. see their reaction.
guaranteed laughter and confusion. Wani's going back on Sunday. WHO WANTS TO FOLLOW ME SEE HER OFF?
@ 12:51 AM
bummer.
damn. my GPA is only 2.6 + 0.5 more and its 3.1. that would've been better.
but i passed! that's ok already.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
and I even had last-minute revision.
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY. special thanks to Victor for great lessons. and also to the other faci's.
and to the people who gave me the 6Ps. MUCHO GRACIAS.
its almost as if i'm making my acceptance speech. any reference made to Kanye-Swift incident will be ignored.
i didnt even revise for the modules. maybe i'm a low-level genius. SOIK!
P.S: I PREFER ENGLISH OVER MALAY.BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE ME ANY LESS MALAY.
@ 12:03 AM
NWOBHM
i wanna go back in time.specifically,the 70s/80s. great times indeed.especially for Metal music. and awesome fashion.
where in S'pore can i get that flared jeans? its kinda tight at the upper thigh area,but but it goes downwards,it gently flares. i'll go old school HM ala Black Sabbath,Dio and Diamond Head.
be yourself.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 1:41 PM
Honeystars.
i typed this down because FADHLI told me to. here it goes.
Raya.reaaaaallly sucky. 1st day was per normal.went to my Granny's house. a death in the extended family dampen the mood even more. in Malay,its called 'MENDAK DOK.'
2nd day.was a lil better.coz it was like the whole family went out together. with all the cousins and aunts.like a huge convoy.super awesome. especially went my cousin played Muse,Protest The Hero,Arctic Monkeys and all in the van.
it was like pure awesomeness blasting on the speakers out loud. and us at the back doing lame shizz when cars pull up behind us at the junction. we were like waving and just plain nonsensical. it was balls out fun.when i'm in their van.
it was nice visiting people who we only get to meet like once a year. but this bloody pakcik who must've been my aunt's uncle-in-law.
we spoke in Malay,just so you know.
Pakcik:how old are you? Me:ah...16. Pakcik:REALLY?!YOU LOOK SO YOUNG?I THOUGHT 14! Me:(politely laughing while hiding deep rising anger)
i resent the fact that i look young for my age.as in i look really young. i really hate that.some idiot makcik still can ask. "ARE YOU THE OLDER OR YOUNGER BROTHER?"
maybe i should mess around with their minds. 'i'm the younger brother' 'i'm 14 but i got into poly because i'm so damned bloody clever.' 'i've got a fatal medical condition where i age mentally 20x faster than physically' 'i'm actually 9.i had premature physical maturation due to a tumour on the pituary gland' 'i am a man from the future.i have travelled through the fabric of time and space to warn you primitive, war-mongering, violence-proned humans of impending doom and destruction if you continually pollute this great Earth.travelling through time has made me age in a regressive manner,giving me an outward appearance of a pre-teen while retaining the mental maturity and intelligence of a man in his prime performance.
that'll make them think hard,bloody fools.
and since i'm on the subject of Raya. i really loathe Malay girls wearing those stupid modernised corset kebaya rag. frankly,makes you look like a cheap,bloody whore. whats wrong with wearing the traditional one?
what is with the need to wear that translucent cloth? and with that thick make-up. God even Chinese opera performers look better.
anyways,i think i've just about enough of ketupats and lontongs. couple that with gassy drinks and i'm on the road to diarrhea and flatulence. ALRIGHTEY.
@ 9:34 AM
nietzsche
are there anyone who i can talk about philosophies? i wanna find out about existentialism and postmodernism. in a contextual term,they all sound 'cheem'.
but i kinda like this stuff. those super deep,talking-about-humanity shizz. i love to think about these big ideas.
the only philosophers i know are Friedrich Nietzsche,Socrates and Karl Marx. coz i heard about Nietzsche in Little Miss Sunshine. where this character played by Paul Dano(awesome actor),reads about him.
and its pronounced Neatz-cha. i think.i'm not too great on pronouncing Germanic names.
on a more macabre note:heart disease is hereditary. on the flip side:Kanye-Swift incident is no longer funny.
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
fragility of human life.
oh yeah i forgot to say.or rather type down. my aunt's mother-in-law went to a better place today. although i dont even know her name,i'll pray for her.
apparently,i was healed by her. my father told me that. i was crying non-stop during my uncle's wedding and they brought me to her.
i wasnt a colicky child. and i dont cry for no reason. supposedly,Granny(i dont know what to call her) said i saw a Djinn.
a creation of God made up of smoke. i couldnt remember anything before that point in time.
P.S : I got like $50-ish today.that's way below average.
@ 9:59 PM
my ass.
today really sucked. it wasnt as fun as the previous years. somehow,as i get older,Raya seem to be less fun.
i remember when i was like 5/6 years old. back then,i was so excited for Raya that i couldnt sleep. because Raya meant that i get to meet my cousins and aunties and all.
it was supposed to be a happy reunion. along the way,the union in 'reunion' got lost. i'm okay with that.
because i dont really like my family. i do like my cousins and all,but i just dont like my immediate family. there's nothing that binds us together.and i am ok with that.
and i think there's a scandal in my paternal side of the family. lets just say,the sacred constitution of marriage was defiled. he didnt even tell his parents.
and he kisses his wife's feet. in a literal sense,not REALLY kissing his wife's feet. i mean,i do encourage listening to ur wife. but when it comes to the point of not telling ur parents your getting married.
that's pure bull.
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 11:42 PM
jewfro.
i've loads of questions. regarding creationism.and evolution.and humanity. its mostly these big deep issues that i'm most curious about.
don't bore me with politics and celebrity gossip. those are trivialities,not concerning the better understanding of our existence. celebrity gossip are atoms compared to the question of the presence of God.
ON A MORE LIGHTER NOTE: i wanna do my hair like Taylor York of Paramore.that big afro-like hair. not really afro.like curly,ringlets of hair which looks like an afro. i heard that its called jewfro.that's kinda a lil anti-semitic.
it looks nice,plus i dont have to check my hair in the mirror every day. not that i do that.that seems so vain.
@ 2:04 AM
wow.
its in 2 days! HARRRIIII RAAAAYYYAAAAAA. its kick-ass.eventhough i'm not as excited as i was before.
BUT. the part that i hate the most is the forgiving part. because some people dont deserve apologies.
an embarrassment to the family. u piece of shizz.
change of topic: i dont know what my colour would be this year. judging my past years,i'd say a neutral colour.i'd guess,yellow?
Syad:GTA SAN ANDREAS KICKS AS- Kanye:Yo Syad i'm really happy for you and imma let you finish but GTA Vice City was the best of all time.ALL TIME! Syad:*shoots Kanye with bazooka*
Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 8:02 PM
*shrugs*
might be funny.might NOT be. i just thought of this.
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 8:46 PM
piece of meat dip.
i get older every second. time is subjective,what may be true to you,is different for others. everything moves so fast.
scary.
should i use my Raya money to buy shoes/clothes?or hard disk? as usual,i'm attracted to the offer of buying new clothes and shoes. BUT! i need a hard disk to store all the games and movies and other shizz.
this is the pair of shoes i've been planning all month long. its sold in the US,therefore have to use a damned credit card.
bummer.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 5:44 PM
dick.
profile
Muhd Irsyad.
going to be 17.in a few months.
love cats.
chameleon-like.
The Hulk is beast.
and you too.
