Do What Thou Wilt.

do i look like a girl?at all?
because a lot of people have said that i look like a girl..
whenever i wear like hairbands or something.

that's a bloody bummer.
although i do find it flattering that i look like a girl.
because guys with girl-ish looks are good looking.
not that i'm saying i am good-looking.

i might be converting to Tumblr.
and it's here

i hear voices in my head.
one sounds older,and more...evil and chaotic.
the other's younger and has a T-Rex load of advices to give.
i call them...Albert Fish and Audrey.

and there's another one.
a real maniac.
he has direct access to my actions.when i go hyper.
any random acts would be associated with 'Ted Bundy'
and yes,he has a name.

i want new tees.
i want Vans shoes.
i want new jeans.
i want a bass guitar.
i want a MOOG snyth.
i want a Manhattan Portage bag.
i want an iTouch.
i want an iPhone.
i want to be fatter.
i want to learn how to scream...safely.
i want a new guitar.
i want to go to a Mediterranean country.
i want a septum piercing.

picture me when i'm 4 years old with a whiny voice



Reasons why LIFE without a Girl Friend is cool



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1. You can stare at any Girl.......

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2. You don't have to spend money on her.

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3. You won't get boring result in ur board papers.

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4. No girlfriend, no emotional blackmailing.

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5. If u don't have a girlfriend, she can't dump u.

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6. Having a girlfriend is hot, not having a girlfriend is automatically cool, and every one loves to be a cool guy.

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7. This can be more to life than just waiting for the bloody phone to ring.

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8. You won't have to tolerate someone else defining, "right" and "wrong" for u.

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9. Girlfriend can get so possessive that you can't do anything according ur wishes anymore.

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10. You can buy gifts for mom, dad, sis or grandpa instead of a girlfriend and have a happier family life.

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11. You won't have to waste paper writing love letters. No more endless waiting for ur date to arrive at some weird shop place.

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12. You can have more friends, as u will have more time for them.

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13. You wont have to see boring love stories instead of sports.

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14. You wont have to tell lie to anybody and, therefore, u'll sin less.

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15. You can have good night's sleep-no need to dream about her.

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16. You wont have to fight over having a 'special' friend with ur folks.

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17. No nonstop nonsense.

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18. You wont have drown in the pool of her tears.

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19. No tension.

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20. You can be "urself"

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21. You wont have to hide your telephone bills.....


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i just thought about posting this up because HAIKAL gave me this.
everyone has their separate opinions.
at this moment,i've no feelings for anyone so...i'm contented.



i want a spetum piercing.
dammit.
and i was a little stoned yesterday.

her english vocabulary is like,way way above my level.
there were some words,that even I can understand.
and i got like A1 for English.
not that i meant to brag or anything.



kick ass band.from Indonesia.
The vocalist reminds me of Cassan.in a good way.
thanks Haikal.

i dont really have much to talk about today.
just came back from lepak/soccer session.

he keeps talking about sex.
and having sex.
and wanting to have sex with girls.

on the other hand,i nearly tried that thing.NOT SEX LA BRAH.
something not good.
somehow,this class is a bad influence.but they are a great bunch of peeps.

i was supposed to be presenting my Maths ppt.
but i presented it in front of the Wii game console.
my arms are sore and tired.

but they look bigger now.
SOIK.
i want to gain weight.

personal thanks to the people who made me NOT want to do that.
great friends indeed.

i feel pain and misery.
and yes,i'm over that already.this one is about other stuff.



not really.
or is it?



Aishah showed me this.
we,the masses have been lied to.
for the sake of profit while animals are exploited.
i've got nothing more to say.

i know that life isnt just about one thing or the other.
but my life doesnt really feel complete without a certain 'something'.
my close friends know that i always gripe about these stuff.

its because i never had it before.
kinda like,a man trapped in a desert.
he yearns deeply for water,yet nowhere is there a presence of it.

i dont have anyone in mind right now.but i'm sure in a few weeks or months.
there will be.
i cannot control it.but one thing that i will know,it'll be the same thing.
all over again.

and i wouldnt like it.because emotions start to mix and boil over.
i'd be temperamental,everytime.
i just hope that this time,i'll know what to do at the right time.

and on a more lighter note:
my band seems to be stuck on jamming a7x stuff.
singing their songs hurts my throat.
but its a good kind of hurt.

i still cant decide on our band's sound.
dicussion is in need,people.

i'm trying to come up with distractions.
one seems to work well,but i'm afraid i might be too into it.
no one cared as much as i did.
so why would anyone care if i let myself go,correct?

go balls-out crazy.WHO WANTS TO JOIN ME?!
or i could just go and jam.and play balls-out heavy songs.
screaming lyrics about death seems to work well.
plus,i've always wanted to jam heavy songs.

and i have finally found out her full name.
great achievement eh?
she's kinda famous so you'll know who she is.
nope.not Hayley Williams.

and yes,i'm still pissed and hurt.
but what to do?everything continues,whether i like it or not.
i know what you say is true,but its kinda contradictory to what others seem to imply.

but thanks.you've made my day for listening to me.
you know who you are.PEACE.

so lets jam Progenies By Dimmu.

i love that song.its by The Smiths.great band.

the cycle of making new friends has begun.
new class,new facilitators,new everything.
awkward silences,sniggers when a classmate act's 'differently'.
just like what happen on the 1st Day of the 1st Semester.

there's a few peeps who look fun.but i've to thaw first to get warm to them.
somehow,this class is so...hardworking.
1st break,all do worksheet.so i felt out-of-place when i went out to get some bread.

they seem to be a bunch of great people.but i need time.
i usually sit back and observe during the first 2 weeks of a new class.

so basically,i was lied upon.
i feel like i've been stepped upon,and had elephants pooping on my face.
while i am being whipped with cactuses.

honestly,when i saw it myself,i was a little apprehensive.
but its true.
i want to say "Congrats".
but i cant bring myself to it.

they seem to find sadistic pleasure in making me miserable.
i know how some people say that there's someone out there for you.
pfft.

even if there IS someone out there for you,why is it that spinsters and bachelors exist?
why do some people die alone,never knowing the comfort of the other half?
Why do the words 'spinsters' and 'bachelors' even exist the English vocabulary?

its all bullshit.pure utter nonsensical crap created by stupid hopeless romantics who read those cliche'd romance novels.
yes,i sound pessimistic and dark and doomy and all.
everything ends.

its all fun and games at first,but somehow,something causes things to happen.
jealous,anger,misery,pain,frustrations.all these emotions fester and grow like a boil.
i've lost my faith.

so screw me.

when i was like still a wee kid...
actually,i AM still a wee kid.
but anyways,i remembered that somehow,my unofficial CCA was like catching.

recess = catching
after school = catching
hobbies = catching

call me a no-lifer,but those were the wonders of childhood.
innocent as heck.
well not really.

i had a pervert of a friend.
and my cousins taught me things i should learn like in sec school.
and i was mentally mature at that time.

the memories are still in my mind.
and i still get teased at that dancing punishment incident.
let's just say,i teased my teacher.with an Indian dance.
no offence to Indians.i've Indian blood so that makes me somewhat Indian.


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i love how cats make that bored pissed face look so cute.
i'm cute and i cant even do it.
SOIK!

this whole week has been spent out.
its really tiring to think about it.
i can sum up the whole week in about 4 words.

Raya outing and Penin.
that's what i've been doing the whole week.
i am so shagged.

shagged.isnt that a slang for human reproduction activity?
as said by the great himself,Austin Powers.

everyone's picking up guitar.
boleh rock bawah blok ngan guitar tong ah brader!

next week.school starts.
and that would mean a whole process beginning right over again.
i hope they've got ice-breaking games.

Muhd Irsyad. going to be 17.in a few months. love cats. chameleon-like. The Hulk is beast. and you too.

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