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Do What Thou Wilt.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 12:42 PM please please please let me get what i want

i love that song.its by The Smiths.great band.

the cycle of making new friends has begun.
new class,new facilitators,new everything.
awkward silences,sniggers when a classmate act's 'differently'.
just like what happen on the 1st Day of the 1st Semester.

there's a few peeps who look fun.but i've to thaw first to get warm to them.
somehow,this class is so...hardworking.
1st break,all do worksheet.so i felt out-of-place when i went out to get some bread.

they seem to be a bunch of great people.but i need time.
i usually sit back and observe during the first 2 weeks of a new class.

so basically,i was lied upon.
i feel like i've been stepped upon,and had elephants pooping on my face.
while i am being whipped with cactuses.

honestly,when i saw it myself,i was a little apprehensive.
but its true.
i want to say "Congrats".
but i cant bring myself to it.

they seem to find sadistic pleasure in making me miserable.
i know how some people say that there's someone out there for you.
pfft.

even if there IS someone out there for you,why is it that spinsters and bachelors exist?
why do some people die alone,never knowing the comfort of the other half?
Why do the words 'spinsters' and 'bachelors' even exist the English vocabulary?

its all bullshit.pure utter nonsensical crap created by stupid hopeless romantics who read those cliche'd romance novels.
yes,i sound pessimistic and dark and doomy and all.
everything ends.

its all fun and games at first,but somehow,something causes things to happen.
jealous,anger,misery,pain,frustrations.all these emotions fester and grow like a boil.
i've lost my faith.

so screw me.

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