Cry Wolf?

whores.

2009-10-28T21:42:00.004+08:00

do i look like a girl?at all?
because a lot of people have said that i look like a girl..
whenever i wear like hairbands or something.

that's a bloody bummer.
although i do find it flattering that i look like a girl.
because guys with girl-ish looks are good looking.
not that i'm saying i am good-looking.

i might be converting to Tumblr.
and it's here

br00t4l piano.

2009-10-22T18:12:00.003+08:00

i hear voices in my head.
one sounds older,and more...evil and chaotic.
the other's younger and has a T-Rex load of advices to give.
i call them...Albert Fish and Audrey.

and there's another one.
a real maniac.
he has direct access to my actions.when i go hyper.
any random acts would be associated with 'Ted Bundy'
and yes,he has a name.

i want new tees.
i want Vans shoes.
i want new jeans.
i want a bass guitar.
i want a MOOG snyth.
i want a Manhattan Portage bag.
i want an iTouch.
i want an iPhone.
i want to be fatter.
i want to learn how to scream...safely.
i want a new guitar.
i want to go to a Mediterranean country.
i want a septum piercing.

picture me when i'm 4 years old with a whiny voice

let

2009-10-22T18:11:00.001+08:00

not that i believe in it or anything.

2009-10-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

Reasons why LIFE without a Girl Friend is cool

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1. You can stare at any Girl.......

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2. You don't have to spend money on her.

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3. You won't get boring result in ur board papers.

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4. No girlfriend, no emotional blackmailing.

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5. If u don't have a girlfriend, she can't dump u.

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6. Having a girlfriend is hot, not having a girlfriend is automatically cool, and every one loves to be a cool guy.

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7. This can be more to life than just waiting for the bloody phone to ring.

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8. You won't have to tolerate someone else defining, "right" and "wrong" for u.

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9. Girlfriend can get so possessive that you can't do anything according ur wishes anymore.

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10. You can buy gifts for mom, dad, sis or grandpa instead of a girlfriend and have a happier family life.

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11. You won't have to waste paper writing love letters. No more endless waiting for ur date to arrive at some weird shop place.

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12. You can have more friends, as u will have more time for them.

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13. You wont have to see boring love stories instead of sports.

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14. You wont have to tell lie to anybody and, therefore, u'll sin less.

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15. You can have good night's sleep-no need to dream about her.

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16. You wont have to fight over having a 'special' friend with ur folks.

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17. No nonstop nonsense.

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18. You wont have drown in the pool of her tears.

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19. No tension.

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20. You can be "urself"

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21. You wont have to hide your telephone bills.....

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i just thought about posting this up because HAIKAL gave me this.
everyone has their separate opinions.
at this moment,i've no feelings for anyone so...i'm contented.

delinquency is hard to obtain when you were raised conservatively

2009-10-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

i want a spetum piercing.
dammit.
and i was a little stoned yesterday.

her english vocabulary is like,way way above my level.
there were some words,that even I can understand.
and i got like A1 for English.
not that i meant to brag or anything.

woot woot.

2009-10-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

kick ass band.from Indonesia.
The vocalist reminds me of Cassan.in a good way.
thanks Haikal.

i dont really have much to talk about today.
just came back from lepak/soccer session.

OMG

2009-10-15T18:45:00.004+08:00

he keeps talking about sex.
and having sex.
and wanting to have sex with girls.

on the other hand,i nearly tried that thing.NOT SEX LA BRAH.
something not good.
somehow,this class is a bad influence.but they are a great bunch of peeps.

i was supposed to be presenting my Maths ppt.
but i presented it in front of the Wii game console.
my arms are sore and tired.

but they look bigger now.
SOIK.
i want to gain weight.

personal thanks to the people who made me NOT want to do that.
great friends indeed.

:(

2009-10-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

i feel pain and misery.
and yes,i'm over that already.this one is about other stuff.

2009-10-13T14:02:00.000+08:00

not really.
or is it?

and we call ourselves humans.

2009-10-11T00:28:00.001+08:00

Aishah showed me this.
we,the masses have been lied to.
for the sake of profit while animals are exploited.
i've got nothing more to say.

wookey.

2009-10-10T18:23:00.002+08:00

i know that life isnt just about one thing or the other.
but my life doesnt really feel complete without a certain 'something'.
my close friends know that i always gripe about these stuff.

its because i never had it before.
kinda like,a man trapped in a desert.
he yearns deeply for water,yet nowhere is there a presence of it.

i dont have anyone in mind right now.but i'm sure in a few weeks or months.
there will be.
i cannot control it.but one thing that i will know,it'll be the same thing.
all over again.

and i wouldnt like it.because emotions start to mix and boil over.
i'd be temperamental,everytime.
i just hope that this time,i'll know what to do at the right time.

and on a more lighter note:
my band seems to be stuck on jamming a7x stuff.
singing their songs hurts my throat.
but its a good kind of hurt.

i still cant decide on our band's sound.
dicussion is in need,people.

in progress.

2009-10-08T20:20:00.004+08:00

i'm trying to come up with distractions.
one seems to work well,but i'm afraid i might be too into it.
no one cared as much as i did.
so why would anyone care if i let myself go,correct?

go balls-out crazy.WHO WANTS TO JOIN ME?!
or i could just go and jam.and play balls-out heavy songs.
screaming lyrics about death seems to work well.
plus,i've always wanted to jam heavy songs.

and i have finally found out her full name.
great achievement eh?
she's kinda famous so you'll know who she is.
nope.not Hayley Williams.

and yes,i'm still pissed and hurt.
but what to do?everything continues,whether i like it or not.
i know what you say is true,but its kinda contradictory to what others seem to imply.

but thanks.you've made my day for listening to me.
you know who you are.PEACE.

so lets jam Progenies By Dimmu.

please please please let me get what i want

2009-10-06T12:42:00.003+08:00

i love that song.its by The Smiths.great band.

the cycle of making new friends has begun.
new class,new facilitators,new everything.
awkward silences,sniggers when a classmate act's 'differently'.
just like what happen on the 1st Day of the 1st Semester.

there's a few peeps who look fun.but i've to thaw first to get warm to them.
somehow,this class is so...hardworking.
1st break,all do worksheet.so i felt out-of-place when i went out to get some bread.

they seem to be a bunch of great people.but i need time.
i usually sit back and observe during the first 2 weeks of a new class.

so basically,i was lied upon.
i feel like i've been stepped upon,and had elephants pooping on my face.
while i am being whipped with cactuses.

honestly,when i saw it myself,i was a little apprehensive.
but its true.
i want to say "Congrats".
but i cant bring myself to it.

they seem to find sadistic pleasure in making me miserable.
i know how some people say that there's someone out there for you.
pfft.

even if there IS someone out there for you,why is it that spinsters and bachelors exist?
why do some people die alone,never knowing the comfort of the other half?
Why do the words 'spinsters' and 'bachelors' even exist the English vocabulary?

its all bullshit.pure utter nonsensical crap created by stupid hopeless romantics who read those cliche'd romance novels.
yes,i sound pessimistic and dark and doomy and all.
everything ends.

its all fun and games at first,but somehow,something causes things to happen.
jealous,anger,misery,pain,frustrations.all these emotions fester and grow like a boil.
i've lost my faith.

so screw me.

the wonders and joys of childhood innocence.

2009-10-04T00:34:00.004+08:00

when i was like still a wee kid...
actually,i AM still a wee kid.
but anyways,i remembered that somehow,my unofficial CCA was like catching.

recess = catching
after school = catching
hobbies = catching

call me a no-lifer,but those were the wonders of childhood.
innocent as heck.
well not really.

i had a pervert of a friend.
and my cousins taught me things i should learn like in sec school.
and i was mentally mature at that time.

the memories are still in my mind.
and i still get teased at that dancing punishment incident.
let's just say,i teased my teacher.with an Indian dance.
no offence to Indians.i've Indian blood so that makes me somewhat Indian.

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i love how cats make that bored pissed face look so cute.
i'm cute and i cant even do it.
SOIK!

shagged.

2009-10-02T21:50:00.002+08:00

this whole week has been spent out.
its really tiring to think about it.
i can sum up the whole week in about 4 words.

Raya outing and Penin.
that's what i've been doing the whole week.
i am so shagged.

shagged.isnt that a slang for human reproduction activity?
as said by the great himself,Austin Powers.

everyone's picking up guitar.
boleh rock bawah blok ngan guitar tong ah brader!

next week.school starts.
and that would mean a whole process beginning right over again.
i hope they've got ice-breaking games.

rom coms.

2009-09-27T17:49:00.003+08:00

just finished watching 500 Days Of Summer.
it was awesome,really good.
i like the way how the scenes progress through one another.
i dont know how to explain it in film terms,but its arty.

the plot is simple enough.
boy meets girl.boy loves girl.girl doesnt.
at the start of the film,Thomas was like a hopeless romantic.

believing in fate and destiny and 'The One'.
which i think is pure bull.
but by the end of the film,he no longer believes in it.
same as Summer.i mean not really the same but they both sort of change their outlook.

Summer gets married.which is surprising.
considering how she thinks boyfriends and relationships are bull.

it made me think how relationships grow,thrive and die.just like that.
nothing is permanent in this world.everything either dies or ends.
i'm sounding pessimistic but that's how it is.

the soundtrack's a great mix.good awesome bands.

epic awkwardism

2009-09-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

well,finally meet the girl of my dreams.
NOT!HAHAHAHAHAHA
i sound so evil.

went out with Hazwani and friends.
well,her friends actually.
walked around,browsing,window-shopping and shizz.

it went really slow.
i was quiet because i didnt really know her friends,so its a lil awkward.
and i do bloody love the necklace Wani gave me.

sat at Coffee Bean for a while.
before meeting Wani's friends.
wanted to watch Inglourious Basterds.
age limit rating sucks ball.

so weird calling her Wani.
because Wani is the first 2 syllables of my mum's name.
so,in a way,i'm calling my mom in a really casual manner.
which is disrespectful.

i bought a dimmu tee and JUNK.great mag.awesome band.
her friends talk in english.
i talk to my friends in malay.
awkward much?

but i can see they're a bunch of cool peeps.
buying a fake 'stach.maybe i should try that.
walk around,ordering at Mac's with the fake 'stach.
see their reaction.

guaranteed laughter and confusion.
Wani's going back on Sunday.
WHO WANTS TO FOLLOW ME SEE HER OFF?

bummer.

2009-09-25T00:51:00.001+08:00

damn.
my GPA is only 2.6
+ 0.5 more and its 3.1.
that would've been better.

but i passed!
that's ok already.

and I even had last-minute revision.

2009-09-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

Module Summary

Science:C
Maths:C
Programming:B
Cognitive:C+
Enterprise:B+

UT3 Results

Science:D+
Maths:C
Programming:B
Cognitive:B
Enteprise:B

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY.
special thanks to Victor for great lessons.
and also to the other faci's.

and to the people who gave me the 6Ps.
MUCHO GRACIAS.

its almost as if i'm making my acceptance speech.
any reference made to Kanye-Swift incident will be ignored.

i didnt even revise for the modules.
maybe i'm a low-level genius.
SOIK!

P.S: I PREFER ENGLISH OVER MALAY.BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE ME ANY LESS MALAY.

NWOBHM

2009-09-24T00:03:00.005+08:00

i wanna go back in time.specifically,the 70s/80s.
great times indeed.especially for Metal music.
and awesome fashion.

where in S'pore can i get that flared jeans?
its kinda tight at the upper thigh area,but but it goes downwards,it gently flares.
i'll go old school HM ala Black Sabbath,Dio and Diamond Head.

be yourself.

Honeystars.

2009-09-23T13:41:00.008+08:00

i typed this down because FADHLI told me to.
here it goes.

Raya.reaaaaallly sucky.
1st day was per normal.went to my Granny's house.
a death in the extended family dampen the mood even more.
in Malay,its called 'MENDAK DOK.'

2nd day.was a lil better.coz it was like the whole family went out together.
with all the cousins and aunts.like a huge convoy.super awesome.
especially went my cousin played Muse,Protest The Hero,Arctic Monkeys and all in the van.

it was like pure awesomeness blasting on the speakers out loud.
and us at the back doing lame shizz when cars pull up behind us at the junction.
we were like waving and just plain nonsensical.
it was balls out fun.when i'm in their van.

it was nice visiting people who we only get to meet like once a year.
but this bloody pakcik who must've been my aunt's uncle-in-law.

we spoke in Malay,just so you know.

Pakcik:how old are you?
Me:ah...16.
Pakcik:REALLY?!YOU LOOK SO YOUNG?I THOUGHT 14!
Me:(politely laughing while hiding deep rising anger)

i resent the fact that i look young for my age.as in i look really young.
i really hate that.some idiot makcik still can ask.
"ARE YOU THE OLDER OR YOUNGER BROTHER?"

maybe i should mess around with their minds.
'i'm the younger brother'
'i'm 14 but i got into poly because i'm so damned bloody clever.'
'i've got a fatal medical condition where i age mentally 20x faster than physically'
'i'm actually 9.i had premature physical maturation due to a tumour on the pituary gland'
'i am a man from the future.i have travelled through the fabric of time and space to warn you primitive, war-mongering, violence-proned humans of impending doom and destruction if you continually pollute this great Earth.travelling through time has made me age in a regressive manner,giving me an outward appearance of a pre-teen while retaining the mental maturity and intelligence of a man in his prime performance.

that'll make them think hard,bloody fools.

and since i'm on the subject of Raya.
i really loathe Malay girls wearing those stupid modernised corset kebaya rag.
frankly,makes you look like a cheap,bloody whore.
whats wrong with wearing the traditional one?

what is with the need to wear that translucent cloth?
and with that thick make-up.
God even Chinese opera performers look better.

anyways,i think i've just about enough of ketupats and lontongs.
couple that with gassy drinks and i'm on the road to diarrhea and flatulence.
ALRIGHTEY.

nietzsche

2009-09-23T09:34:00.002+08:00

are there anyone who i can talk about philosophies?
i wanna find out about existentialism and postmodernism.
in a contextual term,they all sound 'cheem'.

but i kinda like this stuff.
those super deep,talking-about-humanity shizz.
i love to think about these big ideas.

the only philosophers i know are Friedrich Nietzsche,Socrates and Karl Marx.
coz i heard about Nietzsche in Little Miss Sunshine.
where this character played by Paul Dano(awesome actor),reads about him.

and its pronounced Neatz-cha.
i think.i'm not too great on pronouncing Germanic names.

on a more macabre note:heart disease is hereditary.
on the flip side:Kanye-Swift incident is no longer funny.

fragility of human life.

2009-09-20T23:47:00.004+08:00

oh yeah i forgot to say.or rather type down.
my aunt's mother-in-law went to a better place today.
although i dont even know her name,i'll pray for her.

apparently,i was healed by her.
my father told me that.
i was crying non-stop during my uncle's wedding and they brought me to her.

i wasnt a colicky child.
and i dont cry for no reason.
supposedly,Granny(i dont know what to call her) said i saw a Djinn.

a creation of God made up of smoke.
i couldnt remember anything before that point in time.

P.S : I got like $50-ish today.that's way below average.

my ass.

2009-09-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

today really sucked.
it wasnt as fun as the previous years.
somehow,as i get older,Raya seem to be less fun.

i remember when i was like 5/6 years old.
back then,i was so excited for Raya that i couldnt sleep.
because Raya meant that i get to meet my cousins and aunties and all.

it was supposed to be a happy reunion.
along the way,the union in 'reunion' got lost.
i'm okay with that.

because i dont really like my family.
i do like my cousins and all,but i just dont like my immediate family.
there's nothing that binds us together.and i am ok with that.

and i think there's a scandal in my paternal side of the family.
lets just say,the sacred constitution of marriage was defiled.
he didnt even tell his parents.

and he kisses his wife's feet.
in a literal sense,not REALLY kissing his wife's feet.
i mean,i do encourage listening to ur wife.
but when it comes to the point of not telling ur parents your getting married.

that's pure bull.

jewfro.

2009-09-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

i've loads of questions.
regarding creationism.and evolution.and humanity.
its mostly these big deep issues that i'm most curious about.

don't bore me with politics and celebrity gossip.
those are trivialities,not concerning the better understanding of our existence.
celebrity gossip are atoms compared to the question of the presence of God.

ON A MORE LIGHTER NOTE:
i wanna do my hair like Taylor York of Paramore.that big afro-like hair.
not really afro.like curly,ringlets of hair which looks like an afro.
i heard that its called jewfro.that's kinda a lil anti-semitic.

it looks nice,plus i dont have to check my hair in the mirror every day.
not that i do that.that seems so vain.

wow.

2009-09-19T02:04:00.004+08:00

its in 2 days!
HARRRIIII RAAAAYYYAAAAAA.
its kick-ass.eventhough i'm not as excited as i was before.

BUT.
the part that i hate the most is the forgiving part.
because some people dont deserve apologies.

an embarrassment to the family.
u piece of shizz.

change of topic: i dont know what my colour would be this year.
judging my past years,i'd say a neutral colour.i'd guess,yellow?

Syad:GTA SAN ANDREAS KICKS AS-
Kanye:Yo Syad i'm really happy for you and imma let you finish
but GTA Vice City was the best of all time.ALL TIME!
Syad:*shoots Kanye with bazooka*

shrugs

2009-09-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

might be funny.might NOT be.
i just thought of this.

piece of meat dip.

2009-09-17T20:46:00.005+08:00

i get older every second.
time is subjective,what may be true to you,is different for others.
everything moves so fast.

scary.

should i use my Raya money to buy shoes/clothes?or hard disk?
as usual,i'm attracted to the offer of buying new clothes and shoes.
BUT!
i need a hard disk to store all the games and movies and other shizz.

this is the pair of shoes i've been planning all month long.
its sold in the US,therefore have to use a damned credit card.

bummer.

dick.

2009-09-15T17:44:00.004+08:00

MTV Shows

damn you Kanye.
didnt your parents teach you?
NEVER INTERRUPT SOMEONE WHEN SHE'S ACCEPTING AN AWARD.
btw,Taylor looked beautiful.

back to my rant on Kanye West.
what a huge piece of beek JERK-y.
the only good thing is that he apologized about it on Jay Leno.
apology...NOT ACCEPTED NIGGA.

Beyonce was so nice to let Taylor complete her speech.
props to Beyonce.

Adventures Of The Young.

2009-09-14T01:39:00.003+08:00

call me Peter Parker.

just needed something to blog about.

growl

2009-09-13T21:13:00.001+08:00

this is so cute.I LIKE.
KsE and Paramore are both awesome bands.
but obviously,i like Para-more.
geddit?Para-more?
yeah lame i know.

HAYLEY IS SO SO SO SO PRETTY IN THIS.
HOLD ON,SHE'S ALWAYS GORGEOUS.

ABOMINATION.

2009-09-12T03:03:00.002+08:00

i've been meaning to post this up.
must be the work of Satan,making JoFags the bestseller.
btw,this was months ago,so hopefully,some other greater band are bestsellers.

JoFags?Bestsellers?
Sign of the Coming Of The Apocalypse,people.

bored out of my mind.

2009-09-12T02:08:00.004+08:00

What emotion have you been feeling the most lately?
sure as hell hungry.

Would you ever pose naked for a magazine centerfold?
*starts to think about it*

Who's the cutest couple you know?
Bonnie and Clyde.

Who drove the car you were last in?
no one.

Can you play the guitar?
just basic chords.

Would you call yourself 'Patriotic'?
*starts to sing the bloody national anthem*

How's your life been recently?
hungry.boring.

Have you been drunk in the last week?
why would i be?

What's your relationship status?
single.so?

What's your favorite movie?
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.

When was the last time you kissed someone?
officially,never kiss anyone.officially...

Is there someone you wish to call your boyfriend/girlfriend right now?
Hayley Williams...hold on she's my fiancee.

Garlic knots or garlic bread?
bread.

What job could you never see yourself doing?
KFC Service Crew...OH WAIT I AM WORKING THERE.

How many times have your changed your clothes today?
twice.bloody hot.

Can you read sheet music?
I'd wish.

Cream, Jelly or Plain Donut?
Chocolate Topped Custard Filled Donut.

Name 5 things you need to do this week?
1. Buy clothes.
2. Buy shoes.
3. Eat.
4. lepak with me mateys.
5. Fast.

In 20 days time, what month will it be?
November.

Would you get your lip pierced?
yes.but i cant.

Are you the type that's always falling over?
falling over what?

Do you kiss when you're single?
er...

What are you currently excited for?
Hari Raya.and soccer session.

On my next birthday I will be:
by year,18.by month,17.
figure it out yourselves.

The last time I rode in a car:
when i was playing Need For Speed.

The last time I went to bed:
4 in the morning.or 9 in the afternoon.

Tomorrow I plan to:
buy me some clothes.

The last movie I watched:
Twilight.

If someone was stalking me:
turn 'round abruptly and kick 'em in the nads.
in real-life,i would be running like a little girl.

When someone smiles at me I:
smile if that someone is a friend.or give an expressionless face denoting the confusion and surprise if that someone is a stranger.

The last time I went on vacation:
last year.TO PENANG.
favourite vacaion ever.

When I'm around someone I like:
i get nervous.its normal hello.

The last time I was at the doctor:
i forgot.

I am currently:
supposed to be asleep.

The last thing I ate:
cookies my mom baked.Delicious.

If you were stuck in a room with your ex for 24 hours, what would you do?
talk.

Ever met someone who took your breath away just by saying hey?
Hayley.

Ever been in love?
i wouldnt say love,i'd say liked a whole lot.

Where is the person you like right now?
She would be in Nashville,Tenessee.

When you have a crush on someone do you keep it a secret?
i tell my friends.

Are you mostly faithful in your relationships?
yes?

What's your favorite thing in your fridge right now?
a dead horse.

How was first grade for you?
new frontier in the quest for the fertile lands of education.

Do you know anyone who got married at an early age, and actually succeeded?
nah.shotgun marriage eh?

What is the last thing that pleasantly surprised you?
the fact that i can bend my elbow to reach my butt.
nah i'm just kidding.its nothing.

Do you have a feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night?
technically,its already morning.

Can you ice skate?
i'd love to try that.

How often do you have breakdowns?
never.

Are you freakishly obsessed with Rob Pattinson?
that would make me gay.which thankfully,i'm not.
not that there's anything wrong with being homosexual.

What time did you wake up today?
4.29pm.

What is one movie you will never get sick of?
Hercules.the 50s era kind.

What bug creeps you out the most?
cockroaches should really fugg off of the face of the Earth.

Do you get annoyed when people call you 'babe/baby'?
why should i be?

Five Things You Are Addicted To
1. Cookies.
2. Monty Python.
3. Cats.
4. Shoes.
5. Yummy Yummy Food.

Five Things That You Find Extremely Disgusting
1. Mat Reps.
2. 'Siblings'
3. Paedophiles/Rapists.
4. Animal Cruelty.
5. Abuse Against Women.

Five Things That Would Make Your Perfect Day
1. Sunny,windy weather.
2. never having siblings.
3. my room converted to a music studio.
4. My parents being happy.
5. Monetary stability.

Five Things That Always Cheer You Up (in no particular order)
1. Cookies.
2. my cat chasing my ankles.
3. $$$
4. Friends
5. Heavy Music.

okie donkey.

2009-09-11T22:05:00.004+08:00

'How to Get Pregnant'.

the search suggestions for Google are weird.
this post has no use to the generality of this blog,and its redundancy is of the utmost unimportance.

Monty Python has the most random comedic sketches.
The only comedy that i love more than Monty Python is That 70s Show.
Monty's humour is pure,random,nonsensical and British.

i think i'm an imsomniac.
i've been sleeping at 4am,waking up at 4pm.
Therefore,in actuality,i'm only fasting for 3 hrs 8 min.

HOMIES.

cheezburger.

2009-09-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

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BY GOD THAT IS THE CUTEST FACE EVER.
i love cats.they're like one huge,lazy,neurotic,fat,sleepy,sharp balls of fur.
and i love my cat too.

Cain.

2009-09-10T00:57:00.003+08:00

i just found out that Jacq actually passed her driving license theory test.
CONGRATULATIONS TO JACQ.
never tell me...i feel so unimportant.boo~
actually i found out hours ago,just that i was too lazy to type it down.

hope you pass your practical test.
than you can send me to school every day,dont need to waste money on bus fare.
HOW BOUT THAT EH?

9.9.09 has gone and past.

screw-up.

2009-09-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

slow.sluggish.
that's how today feels like.
its damn hot outside.so hot everything looks a lil hazy.

does anyone knows how to use Paint.net?
because i've some projects in mind.
i stumbled upon some great websites.

they sell REALLY kick-ass tees.
all i need now is $$.and a credit card.
which brings me back to problem 1.

waiting for a call from Wild Wild Wet.

i took this from my cousin.

2009-09-08T18:41:00.003+08:00

Three Things You Wanna Do Before You Die.
1) Go to Europe.
2) Play a gig.
3) Go to a Paramore concert.

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1) Irsyad
2) Syad
3) That nerdy emoticon

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1) eyes.
2) my small girl-ish waist.
3) shoulders.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1) Malay.
2) Indian
3) Chinese.

Three Things That Scare You:
1) Cockroaches.the flying kind.
2) Pontianaks.
3) Broccoli.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1) Food.
2) Music.
3) Internet.

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1) a tribal necklace.
2) glasses.
3) clothes

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1) Paramore
2) Cannibal Corpse.
3) The Beatles.

Three Of Your Favorite Songs: (for now..)
1) It Ends Tonight - All American Rejects
2) She Loves You - The Beatles.
3) The Aftermath - For Better Endings

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1) Love.
2) Honesty.
3) Spontaneity.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1) Eyes.
2) Hair.
3) Clothes.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1) Jamming!
2) Lepak-ing.
3) Window-shopping.

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1) I WANNA FUGGING EAT.
2) Jam.
3) EAT.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered
1) SAF Pilot.(Civil Aviation...have to choose a career in Aviation.BOO!))
2) Musician.
3) Studio Engineer.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1) Venice.
2) Greece.
3) England...for all its eccentricities.

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1) Hayley.
2) Kristen.
3) Alexandra.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1) I've got a small waist.
2) Kissable lips?
3) I wear tight pants.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1) I've a REALLY IMPORTANT appendage...down there.
2) i play sports.(but suck at it)
3) i wear manly tight pants.

hotel rooms.

2009-09-07T02:42:00.002+08:00

all right.its planned.
we are gonna jam A Paperthin Hymn.AFM is.and possibly Killer Rays.
and maybe IMAYATM.
that would mean i've to learn the bass,vocals,guitar and also the drums.
one-man band eh?
its been long since i've jammed.went to my cuz's house the other day.
banged on her drum kit for a while before giving up.
practicing double-bass on it is really weird.i wanna learn It Ends Tonight on piano.

CASSANDRA WILL YOU KINDLY TEACH ME?

BEAST.

2009-09-07T02:01:00.002+08:00

damn i wished i played that good.
E-Drum kits kinda feel very different to a real drum kit.

HOMIES.

pea soup really does look like vomit.

2009-09-05T04:01:00.002+08:00

I FOUND IT!
THE EXORCIST!...but its too late to watch it now.heck its morning.
yes,i am a scardy kucing there's nuffin wrong with it.in an hour's time,i'll be eating breakfast.for my fast.
it's already the 13th(?) day of fasting.hella fast if you ask me.

Repossessed (Exorcist spoof)was really funny.

i am gonna go sleep now.or maybe not.

COFFEE BEAN.

2009-09-05T02:41:00.002+08:00

i love pie.because they taste awesome.
i've been eating loads of junk food ever since i've started fasting.
well,i've been always eating junk food.especially late at night.
Operation "FAT ARSE" is going as planned.

late-nights spent watching movies.on Youtube.
i've watched Police Academy 1-5,Alien and Gattaca.
kick-ass movies.if only there was The Exorcist (Linda Blair).

no plans for tomorrow.or maybe going to shop for shoes.i am not sure.
BUT WHAT I AM SURE IS,I'LL BE EATING PIE/CUPCAKE/MUFFIN.

kick-ass-sery.

2009-09-03T16:21:00.003+08:00

i need my Nylon Guys.and Junk.and Juice.
and AP.and Rock Sound.and Metal Maniacs.
its been REALLY long since i read them.

Juice is free so that is good.i wonder if they're still around coz i find their mags being thinner.
Junk is like $5 a peach.Nylon Guys is kinda $10.
BUT IT IS A QUALITY READ SO THAT JUSTIFIES ITS PRICE.
AP,Rock Sound and Metal Maniacs are like $10/$12.but they're foreign reads.

WHO WANTS TO GO TO FAR EAST WITH ME?
there's this vintage shop that i really like.the items there are all kick-ass.

these are kick-ass.

and i need a job.

Paul is dead.

2009-09-03T03:24:00.000+08:00

turn me on,dead man.
hint:listen to it backwards.

Mahoney.

2009-09-03T03:10:00.001+08:00

its 3.10 in the morning.its already Thursday.
everything's really quiet outside my window.
just sporadic sounds of cars travelling by.

i am bored.i should be asleep.but i cant.
well,actually i can go to sleep its just that i'm too lazy to sleep.
supposedly,i'll be breaking fast with me mateys tomorrow.
i sound like a pirate.

i really should go out more.because its really boring sitting at home.
but i'm broke.i've things to buy,places to hang around at.
note to self: get a job.

i need a bass guitar.because i like the way it looks and sounds.
when is AFM going to jam?
OH WOW I JUST REMEMBERED.
Hazwani is coming back in 2 weeks time.
THAT MEANS I'LL GET TO SEE MY PEACE PENDANT.and her too yeah.
*note the sarcasm used*

do i love That 70s Show.great sitcom indeed.Mila Kunis is REALLY pretty.

talking about the 70s,Aishah let me listen to Revolution 9 by The Beatles.
its really out there.as in WAY out there.but its also scary.
its really unsettling when you listen to it,makes you uncomfortable.

its scary.

PEGACORN.

2009-09-02T16:11:00.000+08:00

er...i downloaded this song for my female friend.its nice!
and Taylor Swift looked so pretty in this.
i feel gay for saying this but the guy is kinda handsome.

WOW.

2009-08-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

i'll keep my hair till its shoulder-length.
i don't care.coz i am SO jealous of those guys with frikking long hair.
makes headbanging all the more fun.
RADCORE.

ANBERLIN.

2009-08-31T14:11:00.001+08:00

yesterday was awesome-mawsome.
my whole frikkin tee was wet from sweat.mine and other people's.
i was in the front,the epicenter of chaos.

everyone was like moving up,down,sideways and everyways.
ANBERLIN WAS THE BOMB.
embarassingly,i only know like Paperthin Hymn and The Feel Good Drag.
but they were really good live.the vocalist sounded awesome the whole band sounded awesome.

HECK,IT WAS FREE.THAT DOUBLES ITS AWESOMENESS LEVEL FROM FUGG-YEAH AWESOME TO HOLY-HELL-AM-I-IN-ROCK-HEAVEN AWESOME.

i dont mind paying to see Anberlin,but only after i know them well.
because i would be wasting $$ if i see them and only know 2 songs.

For Better Endings were great.it was such a waste that the crowd wasnt into it.
well,a bunch of them were HXC dancing and moshing,but other than that,nil crowd reaction to FBE.
they were great though.

i've pics.but as usual,Blogger's being an ass.

BAYBEATS 09.

2009-08-29T13:38:00.001+08:00

can't wait for these guys.they are....(drum roll)...FOR BETTER ENDINGS.

yesterday was fun.although i only stayed for Calerway,an Australian band.they kinda reminded me of a harder Placebo i guess.my musical repertoire is limited so bear with me.there were a LOT of cool merchs sold.i'm going tomorrow.

ANBERLIN'S THERE!AND ALSO FOR BETTER ENDINGS!

such a waste that Great Spy performed so late.
RADCORE.

Bear Grylle

2009-08-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

one-way streets are the bomb.

RADCORE

ouch.

2009-08-27T00:54:00.004+08:00

its only been a day or two...but i missed hanging out at Aishah's house.
where we would SUPPOSEDLY revise for the next UT.
and where we would eventually end up at Tampines One or at her keyboards,jamming some sick tunes.

AISHAH I WANNA GO TO YOUR HOUSE.
you have the best house ever.better than mine.
CAN WE GO TO YOUR HOUSE?

PLEASE?

random fact: Demi Lovato likes Black Metal and Metalcore.
RADCORE.

Off With Her Head.

2009-08-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

somehow,the Moon looks like a Cheshire Cat smiling.
it kinda scares me,when i imagine it.like something big and dark and huge smiling at you,only its grin present.
SCARY.

what about me?i dont mind helping people,its not like i want anything in return.
it's just that whenever i successfully helped someone,i kinda feel that i've lost something.
its like,i feel left out,an outsider looking in.or like a loner watching kids playing outside.
never knowing how fun and nice it would be.

i need to release some stress and tension.i need to scream and bang on the drums.
its my stress relief.

on a more POSITIVE note,its the Arctic Monkeys new single 'Crying Lightning' from their latest album 'Humbug'.It kinda sounds really different from the previous albums.they kinda advanced to a more mature sound i guess.No more of that youthful,punk-influenced(as in The Clash punk,not Green Day punk)sound that made them well-known and liked.but they are still an awesome band.

SOURY FLAVOURY.

2009-08-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

today would officially be the last day of W36Q.

SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK.
as compared to the 1st day we meet each other,we are REALLY tight now.
let's play a game of 'First Impressions and After!'.

First Impression/After:

1)Areen - Quiet,Shy Guy. / Class Clown.

2)Afiq - Mat Rep. / Thailand Gay. (haha)

3)Aishah - Rocker Chick. / Import Random Laughs.

4)Jacq - A Quiet Ah Lian. / Easily Bored Bimbo.

5)Teng Jin - Quiet Loner. / Lame King. (but funny dont worry)

6)Cassandra - Small Cute Kid. / RUNDOM Small Cute Rocker Chick.

7)Zhi Xiang - Ah Beng. / Another Class Clown.

8)Kelvin Kwan - Gay Boy. / Clever and Dirty-Minded Liverpool Fan.

9)Kelvin Ng - Good Kid. / Good at Programming Kid. (ehem ehem)

10)Jennifer - Clever Girl. / Clever at RUNDOM Rhythms.

11)Mirah - Minah. / SISTAR.CHEY!

12)Sangeetha - Quiet. / Awesome Comebacks When Asked Questions During PPT.

13)Azie - Turtle.(the bag) / NICE CUPCAKES.

14)Yong Kiat - Mr Seriously Clever. / Mr Seriously Clever.

this is done in jest so don't get angry if you feel offended by what i say,ok?
its just my opinion on you guys.If you remembered Cognitive,an opinion is one's perception of an object or someone.
if i never do others,its because we werent close enough or its due to me not talking to you guys.
DONT WORRY ITS ALL GOOD.ITS ALL GOOD BABY,WE'RE CHILLING.

i think next week go Ubin,as a class outing.But we would have to see first.
RADCORE.

i live by the river.

2009-08-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

just came back.from TSTV'S GIG!!!!WOOT WOOT!
i really do think they are awesome.i like the song 'Pergi Jauh' and 'Control'.
they were awesome mawsome shizz-some just now.kinda sucky that there were only like 7 peeps present to see TSTV.

including me,Jacq,Aishah and Jin.THEY NEED YOUR SUPPORT PEOPLE!
---> http://www.myspace.com/thatsquaretv
i've their songs,'Pergi Jauh' and 'Mistress Funkey',so if you guys want 'em,ask me.
or better still,get their EP.

i think they should have more coverage,more exposure.
bcoz they REALLY ARE GOOD.better than another well-known band whose name rhymes with 'Jello'.
i'm not dissing anyone,i just think TSTV is way better than them.and they're fresh-faced.TSTV.
there's kinda a hint of electronic music in TSTV's sound.

maybe like Mystery Jets/The Killers/Funeral Party + 'the special formula'.
seeing them onstage makes ME wanna be with my band onstage.
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO INSPIRED TO MAKE MUSIC.

i've pics...but they're ball-sucking.and Blogger's ball-sucking too.
tomorrow is Maths.I'M DEAD.
RADCORE.

growl

2009-08-22T17:08:00.001+08:00

i just realized all my posts contains pictures.
this post is absolutely redundant.but it has no pictures.
RADCORE.

RADCORE.

2009-08-22T17:05:00.001+08:00

miaow.
its the first day of fasting.i am hungry.boo~

The Killer's song.

2009-08-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

OK I THINK I LIKE THESE TOO.THEY'RE NIKE DEUCE MESH.HAIYA SO HARD SIA CHOOSE SHOES.I WANT ALL~

bluek~

2009-08-21T20:29:00.001+08:00

WOOT WOOT FOR THAT SQUARE TV.
Reen's gonna give his recording to me.not really the whole EP,just the digital version of it.
i am so excited to listen to it.finally,a local band to add to my repertoire.

The only local bands i know are AVA, GSE, Caracal, Astrninja, The Pinholes, Trella, Oshiego, Bhelliom, Orthanc, Osiris, Forgive, Radiant Archery, Fake Eyelash, Sidekicks and Abolition.oh,not forgetting Plastic Persona and Epicnosis.its my cuz's band(s).WOOT WOOT!

i am SUPPOSED to be revising for programming.but i can't.coz i know peanuts bout it.hopefully tomorrow we'll be going to Aishah's house to study.HOPEFULLY.

SOMEONE,PLEASE SOMEONE GET ME THESE.I WANNA WEAR IT.I NEED THESE.IN TOTAL(IF I BUY THOSE),I WOULD HAVE 3 WEARABLE VANS.AWESOME MAWSOME.

SIANZZZZ...

2009-08-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

sucky sucky sucky sucky sucky.
Programming's next week.Tomorrow is the 1st day of the Fasting Month.YAY FOR FASTING MONTH.
my phone is always quiet.
that is the sucky point.

CAN I GET NEW RAYA SHOES?VANS OLD SCHOOL!OR SHOULD I WEAR A CHAPAL NOW?

Vans much?

2009-08-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

VANS MUCH?

awesome.

can someone get me these?i soooooooooo love Vans.first Vans was a Sk8-hi.followed by a Johnny Ramone Slip-Ons and then those red Authentics that i wear to school.maybe i should try those Vans Old School.or maybe those Vans Surf Shoes.but they dont sell it it S'pore i think.anyone can lend me their credit card?its obvious i will pay back DUH.OR HAZWANI YOU BUY FOR ME!HAHA.
i wanna white Authentics/Slip-Ons so i can draw on 'em...OR ASK AREEN DRAW FOR ME!AWESOME IDEA!

and i am supposed to be revising for Enteprise,which would be tomorrow.i am so used to last-minute revision.bluek~
Enteprise UT,not looking forward to it.CUPCAKES,AM SO SO SO SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT PEEPZ.
Sangeetha where are you?i hope your brother's ok now.all the best.

I NEED MONEY.FOR SHOES.There's a job that pays $25/hr.BUT!have to promote alcohol.ballsucker.
anyone got job reccommendations??Escape Theme Park please call me.i need that job.$5/hr is not bad for me.
OK OK I START REVISING SORRY SORRY.

progressively worser

2009-08-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

THE OBJECT OF ALL MY DESIRE.THE APPLE OF MY EYE.ITS HAYLEY NICHOLE WILLIAMS!

WOO WOO!

stupid

2009-08-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

Aunt Agony much?

BLOGGER IS BACK TO ITS SHITTY SELF.WHAT IN HELL ARE THEY DOING SERIOUSLY MESSING AROUND WITH THE POST THINGY?
its not funny,its stupid and irritating.oh shit i just remembered.

i still have mascara on.BEFORE YOU SAY OR EVEN THINK THAT IMMA DRAG QUEEN,I WAS CURIOUS.AND JACQ GO PUT ON ME.
so if anything,blame Jacq.

went to Aishah's house just now.i seriously loved her house.its so cozy,so homely,super retro artifacts.
i saw a rotary phone in her house!SO COOL.and somehow her phones have that TCS(before Mediacorp) logo on 'em.

and i also love her room.almost all her furniture and light fixtures are from IKEA.IKEA HAS KICK-ASS PRODUCTS.

PRIEST:DO YOU IRSYAD,TAKE IKEA AS YOUR WIFE?
SYAD:OF COURSE I DO,YOU DINGBAT.

BLEUK~

2009-08-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

i am in Aishah's room,listening to Jacq playing random stupid sounds on Aishah's keyboard.

ALRITEY.

2009-08-14T08:40:00.002+08:00

blargh~
i'm in class now.
here's my peace necklace if anyone gives a hoot for it.BLOGGER'S BACK TO NORMAL THANK GOD FOR IT.

bowl cut,anyone?

2009-08-12T19:08:00.002+08:00

WOO!REMEMBER THE PEACE NECKLACE I TALKED ABOUT?HAZWANI FINALLY SHOWED IT TO ME.IT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE WHAT I WANTED.
I AM SOOOOOO EXCITED OVER IT.THANK YOU HAZWANI THANKS A LOT.

that's the closest one i can find on the Net since BUGGY BLOGGER wont let me upload my pics.just imagine the peace sign is black in colour.

ALSO,IT IS AWESOME THAT YOU'RE COMING BACK AT SEPT 17.JACQ,WANT GO SEE THIS DINGDONG?

i got F for Cognitve.BUMMER.oh well,on the bright side,me and Cassan are (maybe) going to make cuppycakes at Azie's house.3 CHEERS FOR 5 CUPCAKES.and (supposedly) next week,we MIGHT be going to Areen's house to study.

I SHALL INSTEAD OCCUPY MY TIME AT HIS HOUSE PLAYING WITH HIS CAT/WII.oh and studying.yeah that IS SO important.
*note the sarcasm used*

should i cut my hair? i was thinking of a bowl-cut,like The Beatles.George Harrison maybe.we'll see.

Have You Seen?

2009-08-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

it took me a few days to learn this song...but to no avail.i didnt had time to sing it fully.
its really making me tired,even just thinking about it.dilemma.

anyways,i'm creating music!that's one thing that can help me release some tension.i guess my musical influences are many but i'm gonna choose Emarosa.I WILL SING LIKE JONNY CRAIG IF IT TAKES ME TO MY DEATHBED TO DO SO.and also because i cant make that shouting vocals of Warbringer.and i can only do inhale screaming so...that sucks.

Cassan,do u still wanna make that prawn salad?

SUCKS.

2009-08-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER SUCKS MAJOR BALLS.

somehow kinda catchy.

SICK OF THIS ALL.

2009-08-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

i am so tired.physically drained.my body aches.
sian.its really weird how i get used to this.how everytime there's always something stopping me.

AND BLOGGER'S PISSING ME OFF.ONE THING OKAY,LATER ANOTHER THING SPOIL.

chicken,anyone?

2009-08-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!!!
i just came back from Chalet!!AWESOME MAWSOME.ALTHOUGH THE 2ND DAY WAS SPENT SLEEPING REALLY.
i didnt sleep the whole 1st Day/2nd Day.Me and Areen were the only one who were awake from 1st-2nd day.
it was really funny how at the 2nd day,everyone was knocked out.it was like 1am i guess,everyone was on the beds and mattresses snoring like there's no tomorrow.i wasnt the one snoring,i was the one stealing blankie from Jin.haha sorry Jin.
it was REALLLLLY cold and WHOSE IDEA WAS IT TO DECREASE THE TEMP TO 18 degrees Celcius?RP's temp is 24 degrees Celcius,i cannot tahan already.OH TALKING ABOUT RP,i heard 2 RP students died on a railway track in JB.i guess it was a suicide pact.well,we'll pray for you to rest in peace.

AND HAIKAL'S GUITAR IS SO KICK-ASS,I WANNA KEEP IT FOR MYSELF.

CHALET WAS MEGA LOADS,WHEELBARROW LOADS,TRUCK LOADS,SPACE SHUTTLE LOADS,SPACCE STATION LOADS OF FUN.ALTHOUGH JACQ GOING OFF EARLY ON SATURDAY KINDA SUCKS.JACQ U GO I GOT NO ONE TO DISTURB SIA.AND I KNOW,SO IF JACQ,IF YOU NEED SUPPORT OR HELP,I TRY TO HELP IN ANY WAY THAT I CAN.

i wished i took photos,but i didnt.no camera,and sucky camera phone so POST YOUR PHOTOS ON THE CLASS BLOG AND FACEBOOK PEOPLE.I REALLY DID ENJOY CHALET,I DO HOPE WE STAY IN CONTACT SO CAN MAKE ANOTHER ONE AT THE END OF THE YEAR.WANT OR NOT?!

crap.

2009-08-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.shit.
is this how its suppose to be?am I going to continually get shizz all the (bleep)ing time?
it really pisses me off.it continually happens and happens and happens.

people complain about that and this but they dont know how to treasure them.YOU COMPLAIN FOR WHAT?
YOU HAVE LEH?AS COMPARED TO YOURS (BLEEP)ING TRULY?THAT IS PURE UNADULTERATED UNFILTERED STUPIDITY.
sorry.i'm just feeling really weird now.keep thinking and thinking.i do wanna continue but if it fails again,than it would be the 2nd time.

i should really do what others do.be there,ALWAYS.ALWAYS BE IN THEIR PRESENCE.BE IN THEIR FACE TILL THAT'S WHAT THEY SEE EVEN IF THEY CLOSE THEIR EYES.

on a good note,Chalet is in 2 days time.that other post was wrong i never count properly.mixed up the days.
i am ready.but i'm not bringing my guitar.coz there's only 4 strings left.and the guitar is busted up.but i'll be bringing my friend's guitar.AND I DO HAVE A SURPRISE ON MY SLEEVE.*cue Chee Koh Peh/Teng Jin laugh*

AND I WANNA BE THE COOK!BUT I SUPER SUCK AT BBQ-ING.I'LL EITHER BURN THE CHICKEN OR RUN OFF SOMEWHERE BCOZ GOT BORED WAITING FOR IT TO COOK.

AND CAN WE RENT TWO-SEATER BICYCLES?THAN LIKE LATE AT NIGHT CAN GO CYCLING THROUGH PASIR RIS,EXPLORE THE NIGHT..LIKE BATMAN!ITS ABOUT $25 FOR ONE BIKE.SO 1 PERSON = $12.50.
WHO WANTS?

i have loads to bring on that day.

Syad's To Bring List:
1)Guitar
2)Sleeping Bag
3)Clothes
4)Laptop
5)a Soccer Ball?

that seems like a little but...its a lot.A WHOLE LOT.WHOLE WHOLE WHOLE LOT.
and special thanks to Cassan for helping me clear things up.MUCHO GRACIAS SENORITA!

STINGRAYS,CHARCOAL AND $5.

2009-08-05T18:35:00.001+08:00

just came back....reaally tired and having a splitting headache.today was ok ah since we bought stuff for our
CHALET!!!!WEE!!!!TOMORROW WOULD BE MARINATING THE CHICKEN.I LOVE THAT PART.

somehow i like to cook,eventhough i only know to cook like Mee Maggi,Roti John,Fried Rice/Noodles and Rendang.
all learn from home econs 'cept the Roti John.i learn that from watching my mom do it.
i'd love to learn baking.coz i love cheesecakes.AZIE TEACH ME.

and AISHAH CALLED ME HER BOYFRIEND.OoOoOoOo....haha.
coz Jacq took a picture of me(i put my fingers in my nose and no,i wasnt digging it when she took it)and put it as Aishah's wallpaper.I SHOULD HAVE LIKE PUT A FAKE BUTT PIC.than see her reaction.she has kick-ass reactions.

we went from Pasir Ris to Changi.Dora the Explorer,i was.Dora's having a sexual relationship with that what's-his-name monkey.wait let me think....his name is Boots?
thats zoophilia Dora,equal to imprisonment in most countries.except Holland and Zimbabwe.Holland is very VERY liberal.Zimbabwe....i needed a random country to just fill it in.

CHINESE VAMPIRES.

2009-08-05T08:51:00.000+08:00

i am supposed to be in school now...but i'm not.OoOoOoOo I'M BAD.
we'll be going to buy the food stuff for our BBQ on Friday/Saturday.i am so tired.
me,Jacq and Jenny are in Zhi Xiang's house,i think we're waiting for Jin or Aishah.There's a movie on tv.
about ghosts.its kinda a comedy i guess,about Chinese Vampires and stuff.

soooooooooo bored.BLARGH~

the movie is kinda lame...but funny.so much perfection yet flaws remain.i mean everyone has flaws that's what make them uniquely awesome mawwsome.why is it so easy for others yet so hard for me?or is it that my type of guys are natural born losers?

I CANT WAIT FOR MY PEACE NECKLACE.HAZWANI'S BUYING IT FOR ME...WOO!!!AND THAT NECKLACE CAN ONLY BE FOUND IN DUBAI.SO ITS ORIGINAL,ONE OF A KIND,UNIQELY MINEEEEEEEEE.HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Hazwani when are you coming back?you said August right?faster faster i want to see you can talk a lot a lot a WHOLE lot of shizz together.and also because i want that necklace.HOW MUCH IS ALL TIME LOW NEW ALBUM?IS IT NICE?JACK BARAKAT IS A HOMO.

AISHAH AND JIN CAN FASTER OR NOT.
i'm just kidding about Jack Barakat being homo,he's not homo.he's just feminine.HAHAHA
so bad.

CRABS.

2009-08-04T22:04:00.001+08:00

Blogger is still dead.sometimes can sometimes cannot kaprak ah.
time pass by SOOOOOO fast now.changing class is inevitable...so sian eh.
i am going to miss you guys,first friends i made in Poly...other than Orientation.the first people i worked/talked to were KK,Azie,Mirah and Qi Wei.

KK was the one who gay with me first.he still is the one who gay with me.i remember Jin was like the loner last time...now so close already.wasnt that close to Cassan too back then.
WHY AM I SUDDENLY SO NOSTALGIC?

TOMORROW CAN WE GO KOVAN AND BUY TACOS?I WANT TACOS...NEVER TRY BEFORE.IS IT LIKE KEBABS?THERE USE TO BE ONE SHOP IN LARKIN,JOHOR WHICH HAS THE MOST AWESOME MAWWSOME KEBABS.EVERYTIME MAKE BAJU KURUNG GO THERE.

damn caps lock.

BERDENTUM!

2009-08-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

holy heck this IS clever.before you see what they're doing,try to like close ur eyes and listen.just listen.
its sounds really cool,so so similar to the rain.

wow.Chalet is only in 2 days ish.so fast,than later change class.so sucky bleh~
so i try again?or like try harder?

NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN!

2009-08-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN!

seems like an awesome movie to me.not coz of Brad Pitt,there's Mike Myers!!!!!
IS IT OUT YET?!

BLARGH.

2009-08-03T18:12:00.000+08:00

woot woot.i think i'll get like C - or D - for Maths today.coz i was too EFFIN busy taking pics with Mr Webcammie.with Jin the famous comedian.even if he's trying not to be funny,he still will be.and i am soo hungry.

i dont usually take pictures of myself.i'm not like those narcissistic myspace emus...i mean emos.i think they have like two poses only.one from the top with their hair covering their face,or some obscure 'Pity me,i'm emo" pose somewhere at home.Black Metal pictures are usually with like medieval weapons like axes and maces and shizz,with full corpsepaint on and like randomly in a forest.usually in black and white.

how did i get from Teng Jin to emo and black metal pictures?...oh the webcam shizz.was reaaaaaaaaaaally bored in Maths and very high.if you guys wanna go see the website its ------> cameroid.com

i dont get why girls find emo guys attractive?what is it?their 'sensitive' disposition?they're just like normal guys only that they wanna get in your pants after crying to you about how their upper middle-class life sucks.

AZIE CAN YOU MAKE UR CHEESECAKE?I WANT IT.NOW SO HUNGRY.AND MAYBE A CHEESEBURGER TOO SINCE GOT CHEESE.
-credits of the photos to where its due-

dick.

2009-08-02T14:36:00.000+08:00

credits go to the photos where its due.because Blogger keeps screwing up with my posts.i wonder how Tumblr's like.or Wordpress.
must be like way way way way WAY WAY better than Blogger shizz.

see more Lolcats and funny pictures

that is like THE cutest shizz ever.

i still havent eaten.i just woke up like 1/2 hour ago.i am so hungry.i'll go see what leftover's are in the fridge...oh and talking about fridge,mine's busted up apparently.i'll be right back.*runs out of room*

OK,i'm back.there's prata and fried rice.YUMMY.need to go warm them up and faster eat them before the fat ass eats 'em.then later complain "OH,I CANNOT LOSE WEIGHT.WHY?!".hmmm lets see.....U EAT WAY TOO FUGGING MUCH DICKHEAD.

STUPID FRIED RICE WENT BAD.now i cannot eat them.stuck with prata.oh well,at least still can eat something.

HERCULES....EPITOME OF STRENGTH,DEFINITION OF MAN.

2009-08-02T00:50:00.003+08:00

HERCULES <3.

actually that movie,Count Dracula and His Vampire Bride is kinda boring.2 minutes into the movie and boobs are seen.i'm serious.it was a human sacrifice scene.that's all i will say.i wonder if Aishah is still watching it.i'm now watching Hercules.its a 1958 film starring Steve Reeves.i think he's related to Christopher Reeve,The Man of Steel.

ok,they're both not related.anyways,i am liking these kinda movies.like Hercules,Jason and The Argonauts,Moses and all other 1950-1965 movies about the mythologies and legends and all.
Their special effects were groundbreaking then.Now,it would be considered child's play to recreate those kinda special effects(its stop motion,if you wanna know).and their female leads somehow all were very beautiful.i love these kinds of classical beauty.and you're pretty too dont even think that you're not pretty.especially when you smile.

THANK YOU HAZWANI.FOR GETTING ME A PEACE SIGN PENDANT.I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO COME HOME.THANKS A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT x 1,000,000,000,000,000.

COW-AH-BUN-GAHHHHHH.

2009-08-01T22:37:00.001+08:00

yo yo yo EMBRYO...wow Mediacrap is showing Doom on tv.that's the only awesome shizz i can say about television today.
Red Thread is like THE LAMEST CRAP OF ALL TIME.FOLLOWED BY THAT LAME DIABETES AWARENESS CRAP SHOW SHIZZ.
come on la Mediacrap,at least show something awesome can?at least Youtube is making an effort.i am currently watching this 70s era
BRI-TISH movie.its...(drum roll)...

COUNT DRACULA AND HIS VAMPIRE BRIDE!!!!!!

actually i'm still waiting for it to load.its like 1 and a 1/2 hours long.*starts tapping fingers*
anyways,today was THE first jamming session for Oceans.kinda lil 'kekek' if you know what i mean.'kekek' is Malay for awkward.coz i just met Aishah(no,not W36Q Aishah.This Aishah is from W1).she's a girl so,it was a little paiseh lah for me to act myself.when i act myself,everything all come out.our first jam session was ok,WAY better than my first band 1ST JAM SESSION.

and i can SO play the drums.i can finally play double bass with ONE pedal.cool shizz eh?somehow,i am always the guitarist/vocalist for all my band.luckily,in A Fine Mess,i'm a bassist.or a guitarist.or a vocalist.or a drummer.CASSANDRA I SERIOUSLY LOVE IT WHEN YOU SUGGESTED ALL OF US LEARN MULTI INSTRUMENTS.I CAN FINALLY PLAY DRUMS!!!WOO~

oh,Fad,since you wanted a long band name,like The Number Twelve Looks Like You or As I Watched You From Afar,i have one for you.
its.......

...As Your Gaze Turns Me To Stone

yes,including the three dots in front.i was thinking of Medusa.Greek mythology are the shizz.in a good way.yes,i love you too.and the old buck-toothed guy with a constipated look on his face is Nosferatu.one of the first Dracula/Dracula-themed movie.its cool.i watched it before.black and white with written dialogues,no sound except for Classical Music.its really cool,really captures the atmosphere.

DRUMS.

SIGH.

2009-07-31T18:49:00.000+08:00

everyone has problems.and its weighing me down at the same time.i'm emotionally tired of helping them.i mean its not like i dont want help the,i DO wanna help them.but somehow,helping them depresses me.and i hate to feel sad its the most SUCKY feeling ever.

cheer up people.and stop talking about love.it doesnt exist.

you guys should be treasuring our last moments together leh.in 3 weeks time,we are never ever EVER going to see each other.EVER.AGAIN.
SIAN~
i think there are such things as 'happy pills'.for people with depression.can they be used on those who are just sad?COZ U GUYS REALLY NEED TO CHEER UP.

on a more HAPPY note,Cassan has chosen 'A Fine Mess' as our band name.its an oxymoron.no, i didnt just call u a moron.an oxymoron is something that contradicts itself.like,'A Clever Bimbo' or 'Ugly Irsyad'.it contradicts itself.i mean,Irsyad isnt ugly,he's H-O-T.

chey.

if this doesnt make you chuckle or even smile,you are a one weird person.

is it not true how the Christian God is a fallacy?

2009-07-30T22:24:00.004+08:00

THE DIVINE COMEDY.

Its about this guy,Dante,going through Hell/Heaven after getting lost in the woods i guess.its really cool but i read it on Wiki.somehow i cant find the book.

Nabi Muhammad is placed in an area in Hell where great but misguided(meaning not worshipping the Christian God) are placed.BASTARD.NABI MUHAMMAD IS A GREAT PROPHET.

BREE.

2009-07-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

how does Glen Benton,Nergal,Chris Barnes and George Corpsegrinder do that super deep,awesome death growls man?
i do it and it hurts me throat.the closest i can get to a deep growl is an inhale type.and i dont like inhales coz
they're kinda cheating.

wow.i have like 3 bands now.The first is Imageries.The other one is Oceans.and the other is unnamed.let's call the unnamed one "W36Q" for convenience sake.

W36Q kinda just started jamming together.and when i mean just start,i mean just start.we kinda jammed for a day.and somehow,i am excited by the prospect of playing something other than guitar.I PLAY BASS!AND MAYBE DRUMS.gotta learn drums.

For Imageries,we kinda been together for more than 9 months(?).FAIZ I AM BORED OF PLAYING CHAPTER 4.this band's sounds like....everything mashed up together.we kinda havent really decide but most probably like old ETF plus Artic Monkeys.that's our strongest influences lah.but i wanted a more heavier sound.me drummer don wanna heavy heavy.he's into Disney pop and disco shizz.he like's Chapter 4 bcoz of the drums.go figure.Imageries would be just plain Rock.or Punk.or Indie.or whatever.

For Oceans,havent really start jamming together.i think we're jamming together this Sat,playing Situations by Escape The Fate.i'm singing.and rhythm.or maybe drums coz Fad doesnt really know how to play with double pedals.i kinda just wanna concentrate on singing.
CHEY LIKE MY VOICE NICE ONLY.i think this would be my heavier project.

double pedals + clean vocals +drop d tuning = Oceans.

that's what i want it lah with a lil of death growls and pig squeals thrown around.not Suicide Silence,more A Day To Remember.yeah i know ADTR no piq squeals but i just like to do pig squeals.

we'll see how it goes.

8-BIT CHIPTUNE.

2009-07-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

somehow it gets more epic this way haha.woo hail 8 bit!Areen i want go see you play.Singapore Chiptune Alliance like cool only.if only i'm talented enough.

EVEN MORE EPIC.EPIC OF ALL EPIC-CITY.if there is such a word.8-BIT IS LIKE THE BOMB.

SCARY~

2009-07-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

holy heck.this movie trailer looks awesome.The Mayan calendar supposedly ends on the year 2012.some say its the Apocalypse.we can't predict when its gonna happen,God's the one who predicts it.

maybe the Mayan calendar maker went on a coffee(or cocoa,that's what they eat) break and got killed by the conquistadors.who knows?they're dead.

Oi!

2009-07-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

i just scared myself silly.reading ghost stories.
http://kisahmj12.blogspot.com

scary...but its in Malay,so too bad.

i love that song.Dance Gavin Dance has/had a great vocalist named Johnny Craig.i like his voice.i'm gonna learn to sing like him.

Fadhli,our band genre would be...(drumroll)...Alernative Rock.
but instead of screams,we use deep growls.like ADTR.SET?!

OWWIE.

2009-07-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

my eyebrow wound is really giving me one heck of a headache.not only that,it seems bruises are appearing all over my body.this is like the first time i really whack-out fully moshed.i first moshed at Live n Loaded gig at Scape Youth Park.

Wall of Death;they seem scary,but hella fun when you do it.serious.i kinda was scared that i might hurt some girls in the moshpit,coz i saw one got kicked in the head.

how is it that Syafiqah and Keemboy got blog and i dont know about it?

MARCUS WHERE IN HELL IS MY STASH?YOU PROMISED TO GET IT FOR ME!

SCREW YOU.

2009-07-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

wanna noe what's a good start to a sunny Sunday?A FUCKING FAMILY FIGHT!WOOO HOOOO SCREW YOU FUCKNUTS.

sleeping so nicely then those fuckers shouting at each other.
piss off,'brother'.who the hell do you think you are?
HIERACHY IS COLLAPSING.START THE ANARCHY.

shit.i knew i should've just walked out years ago.go off into the sunset.CHOIK HAHA!!!!

the video has nothing to do with this post.i just like this band.

HAIL MANTAK!!WEEE~

gay.

2009-07-26T02:14:00.001+08:00

he's really entertaining.why is it that feminine gay men talk in the same,nasally,stuck up voice?is that in the Gay Handbook for Newly Gay Feminine Men?

Chapter 14:Speaking The 'Same' Way Girls Do.

his hair is weird.like a floopy blond broom just fell on his head.what's with the lipstick.

late night boredom + insomnia = weird Youtube videos.

MOSHPIT WOUND...HERTZ

2009-07-25T00:08:00.006+08:00

53A.

53A also.

Qovein.

sorry picture quality sucks,sucky phonecam.

FATALITIES OF THE HUMAN BODY:

1)deep gash above right eyebrow.

2)super hardcore headache;got punched in the head...effin twice.

3)Backache;stand too long and also some idiot punched me.in the frikkin back.

4)Calfs cramping;moshed too hard,jumped too much.

5)Neck hurts,really painful when i turn too hard;headbanged too much/hard.

6)Super Sore Throat Vers. 2.05;shout way too much.

7)Scratches on arms;some girls and guys moshed weird.

Despit all these injuries on my poor battered body,it was pure awesome.I only took 3 photos coz too busy singing,headbanging,moshing,slam-dancing and all that shizz.
Qovein and 53A performed Paramore song la sia~
Qovein played Let The Flames Begin Live Version while 53A played Misery Business.Qovein was better lah but maybe because of the sound system,53A guitar's werent loud enough to hear MB riff.even more suprising,Qovein played A Place For My Head by Linkin Park,with my friend Dilly screaming.AWESOME LA SIA~

but the one i was waiting for was....(drumroll please)...A VACANT AFFAIR!!!!
AWESOME MAHSHIZZLE LA GIRLZZZ.
everyone went nuts when they started playing their songs.kinda sucky that i dont know any of their songs 'cept 'We Are Not The Same" and only like the chorus where
they sang,"We are not the same-aym-aym,Its not too late-ayte-ayte".
but i occupied myself in the moshpits and headbanging with some random guys.

SOME EFFIN IDIOT PUNCHED ME THAN GET WOUND.SUPER DEEP SOMEMORE.

MOSHPIT MOSHPIT.ARMPIT ARMPIT.BBQ PIT BBQ PIT.BRAD PITT BRAD PITT.

PUNK TO THE MAX LA SIA

2009-07-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

COMPARE THAT TO THIS.

its obvious mine is cooler.like DUH~

C105.

2009-07-23T15:12:00.001+08:00

some random guy from Internet.

WHO MORE HANDSOME?ME RITE....CHEH!!!!

suppose to be listening to 6P.i am SO DAMNED BORED.can't wait for IGNITE.

AZIE,CASSAN AND AREEN,WHY DONT WANNA GO?!SO LIKE,NOT FUN SIA...HAIYA.

nevermind still can go with my friends.i am SO ready for AVA.the first i saw them was a Live n' Loaded gig at Youth Park.was really good but the sound system kinda sucks so the impact wasnt there much....BUT WHERE THE HELL IS ABSENCE OF THE SACRED DAMMIT.

SHOULD I WEAR DEICIDE'S TEE?SCARED LAH LATER METALHEAD ASK ME I DONT KNOW WHO GLEN BENTON IS,WHAT ALBUM THE TEE IS BASED ON AND ALL THAT,I'LL BE...DEAD!

SONG CREATED.

2009-07-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

here's the lyrics to a song my bandmate,Fadhli wrote down.like so the emo,but its good.

With Hands Tied

Verse 1
I swear this will be the end of us.
As I lie motionless on the bed,
in agony,
in anguish.
Keep picturing that pathetic smile of yours.

Verse 2
You told me to keep holding on,
but as i tried to cross the bridge.
this bridge of love,
you cut off the sideropes,
leaving me dropping into
river. River of sorrow.

Chorus
U know u left me helpless.
defenceless,
with hands tied,
i could only murmur to myself
that im giving up.
im not blowing one's mind
its obvious,
your ignoring me.

Verse 3
Everytime you look away.
My heart have this feeling.
that stupid feeling.
i cant fight it of me.

Chorus
U know u left me helpless.
defenceless,
with hands tied,
i could only murmur to myself
that im giving up.
im not blowing one's mind
its obvious,
your ignoring me.

Breakdown
Why can't you just tell me?
i dont stand a chance for you...
with hands tied, my tears shed.

Chorus
U know u left me helpless.
defenceless,
with hands tied,
i could only murmur to myself
that im giving up.
im not blowing one's mind
its obvious,
your ignoring me.

Outro
im not blowing one's mind
its obvious,
your ignoring me.

i'm gonna make it into an acoustic song...got the riff down.just had to remember it.

Imageries

2009-07-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

creating a good sounding band name is REALLY hard.
currently,its Destroyed By Torpedoes.(sucks)

These are what i came up with,through looking at Underground Film titles...and the Thesaurus.

1)Billboard Portraits

2)Abandonment

3)Intervals (taken...boo~)

4)Trainspotting (also taken)

5)Transformations

6)Iconographer (sounds like the great band,Iconoclast)

7)Imageries

8)Nowhere Man (the Beatles song)

and we decided on no.7.i can safely say in a few weeks time,one of us will change it.mostly its me.coz all the good band names are taken.FAGGOT LAGGOT NUGGET MAGGOT.

LIVELAVALIVE FAH-EVERRR.

2009-07-22T19:32:00.004+08:00

MITCHELL DAVIS.BETTER THAN CHARLIE.

LIVELAVALIVE FAH-EVER.

NICE SHIZZ

2009-07-22T18:44:00.001+08:00

love this song...so the romantic.I SHALL DEVOTE MY TIME TO LEARN THIS!!!
actually i just learn how to embed the video that's why suddenly alot of vids come out haha.and i'm bored.

BASTARD LA SIA

2009-07-22T17:53:00.000+08:00

"lets be honest we all like to slap a bitch every now and then"

MCJIZZY

2009-07-22T17:44:00.002+08:00

things that make this fractured world awesome...and its like so cute that i had to share man.
i wonder if they can understand each other.what sounds to deers make?both of them are like so UBER cute.wish got those type of places in S'pore.like a special park for rehabilitating animals.i wanna volunteer for SPCA.so sad la the animals they shouldnt suffer because of our stupid actions.Azie you want?we go ask Cassan,Jin and Areen if they want also then during the hols can play with kucing.

MIOAW~

2009-07-22T17:38:00.001+08:00

i like IKEA furnitures...

PISS OFF JOFAGS

2009-07-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay shit.
embarrassment to Rock,or even music...heck Techno's way better than JoFags,and i hate Techno.

Why JoFags Suck!

1)The idiots can't sing...sound like a cat being raped.

2)They cant play a damn instrument...even someone with advanced Parkinson's play like Jimi Hendrix next to 'em.

3)Manufactured Disney Shit Pop Act;like Miley Cyrus,Demi Lovato,Selena Gomez and all those other shizz.

4)They think they're hot stuff...yeah to like 12 year old girls who arent mature enough to find WAY better guys.

5)That idiot vocalist(What's his name?Joe Jonas?) broke up with Taylor Swift...through a text message.HOW GAY IS THAT?

6)THEY'RE ALL GAY TO EACH OTHER.

7)They dress like homos.

8)Jonas Brothers?What gay-ass band name is that?

9)Joe Jonas somehow looks pervo.

10)The two curly haired fuggers are all gay.

ok i made 6 and 10 up.coz i hate 'em.stupid Joe Jonas.Taylor Swift is a beautiful girl.My conclusion is true;JOE IS GAY.

ALRIGHT

2009-07-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

ITS LIKE ON THIS FRIDAY AND SATURDAY!!WOO!!!GONNA BUY THE TEE I GUESS.

Cry Wolf?

whores.

br00t4l piano.

let

not that i believe in it or anything.

delinquency is hard to obtain when you were raised conservatively

woot woot.

OMG

:(

and we call ourselves humans.

wookey.

in progress.

please please please let me get what i want

the wonders and joys of childhood innocence.

shagged.

rom coms.

epic awkwardism

bummer.

and I even had last-minute revision.

NWOBHM

Honeystars.

nietzsche

fragility of human life.

my ass.

jewfro.

wow.

*shrugs*

piece of meat dip.

dick.

Adventures Of The Young.

*growl*

ABOMINATION.

bored out of my mind.

okie donkey.

cheezburger.

Cain.

screw-up.

i took this from my cousin.

hotel rooms.

BEAST.

pea soup really does look like vomit.

COFFEE BEAN.

kick-ass-sery.

Paul is dead.

Mahoney.

PEGACORN.

WOW.

ANBERLIN.

BAYBEATS 09.

Bear Grylle

ouch.

Off With Her Head.

SOURY FLAVOURY.

i live by the river.

*growl*

RADCORE.

The Killer's song.

bluek~

SIANZZZZ...

Vans much?

progressively worser

stupid

BLEUK~

ALRITEY.

bowl cut,anyone?

Have You Seen?

SUCKS.

SICK OF THIS ALL.

chicken,anyone?

crap.

STINGRAYS,CHARCOAL AND $5.

CHINESE VAMPIRES.

CRABS.

BERDENTUM!

NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN NEIN!

BLARGH.

dick.

HERCULES....EPITOME OF STRENGTH,DEFINITION OF MAN.

COW-AH-BUN-GAHHHHHH.

SIGH.

shrugs

growl

growl